i feel that sharp uneasy sickly pain in my stomach, the one that you feel when you see or hear something you don't even want to to come close to? its either truth or being in denial. i hate this silly game, its overall tiring. i kind of feel stupid and lame, for thinking things were kind of going...
you know what scratch that. aeriel, what the fucking fuck. you take one thing, and make it worse then it might actually be.
maybe thinking negative is what i'm good at, well at least this whole end of the year dealing with this weird feelings, i absolutely don't know what to do with it. my mind is all mumble jumble, and i still don't fucking get it.
getting upset, and feeling like its the end, isn't the answer is it? i feel so bipolar right now its pretty annoying, a matter of fact. its not good for mind, body, soul.
i guess its game for satisfaction. the chase for selfish thoughts. and the move for complete temptation. oh its game time.
girl, back the fuck up. when i want something, i'm gonna fucking get it.
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