merry xmas eve

ahh, so its offically here, x-mas eve. i finnaly realized i'm really late on the x-mas hype this year. i been so busy, and definitely broke off my ass, so basically this x-mas hasn't been the most exciting.. i wasn't really looking forward to presents or anything, i just want to spend time with my favorite people, and i shall be content.
i just want this year to be over. i feel like i'm stuck, stuck somewhere where weird and stupid. even though this year has been crazy, its had its ups and downs, god damn time flies by fast. everything kind of still feels the same. i'm not with no one, no one new has to sweep me off my feet. i'm still the same aeriel, with same stupid over thinking brain. i still have my amazing friends with a addition that are all keepers. i just want more excitement and that restart button. more than ever i'm not going to lie, i cannot wait for 2010.