i'm not going to try anymore, i decided with all this mumble jumble, i'm just going to let go and have fun. i see all the other things people have to worry about when they get all wrapped up in someone. i don't know if i'm ready to put myself in a position like that again. *no offense: i still don't know if your something that is worth the keep. i'll wait it out and watch as it goes by. basically... want my attention? then, get it.
x-mas is oh so soon, and i'm not ready. i don't even have a fucking tree up for heaven sakes. this christmas seems shitty already, but who is to say it will be horrible after all? my main goal is to somehow satisfy my brothers, because they don't deserve this whole shake up.
remind me, i still need: ugly x-mas sweater for alie/marisas, i need to wrap up my job & alie/marisas secret santa gift, i need to buy [mom jaycee matthew uncle arnel] gifts, need to get my phone, need to get my id, find our new cabin, and do last minute gifts. SHIT.
x-mas is oh so soon, and i'm not ready. i don't even have a fucking tree up for heaven sakes. this christmas seems shitty already, but who is to say it will be horrible after all? my main goal is to somehow satisfy my brothers, because they don't deserve this whole shake up.
remind me, i still need: ugly x-mas sweater for alie/marisas, i need to wrap up my job & alie/marisas secret santa gift, i need to buy [mom jaycee matthew uncle arnel] gifts, need to get my phone, need to get my id, find our new cabin, and do last minute gifts. SHIT.
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