disturbia.

i feel lightweight sick, or a bit confused.
my night consist of work,
meeting up with danny melanie and jasmine at my house; talking about melanies birthday,and hella sexual shit even to the point how relationship/games work.
danny got me thinking, and when i figure out what he said ill mention it.. my brain isnt in work right now.

then finnaly we went to in n out with chad.
and we ate, and talked and shit.

and now im home.. and i dont know, my kinda high. i feel like this is my only way i kinda get away from all my stress over people and just tiny things in general, it hurts my mind.

im kind of sad, i wanna talk to someone. when i see friends and shit at least get to see someone they are feelin. i hardly dont see the people i want to because of school/work or even just being too far in general and esp the somebody i would like to put a smile on my face wont be back for so long.

i just miss relationship stuff... i miss holding someones hand esp. and just knowing the same exact minute your thinking of them, someone is back. its jsut fustrating for me.

man i dont know even really know what to type and blog its too jummbled everything. but when ican think. i will blog.

just say .. i got to much things on my mind.