can i tell you something?

i need a fast car, candy coated red, drive me all night and park it in my bed.

i feel... really happy, def. in a super good mood.
im smiling, dancing, singing. haha. i dont know why, but i believe it is a good thing forsure.

i got work today, but its only for 4 hours today, so im all gooood :)
i got do my photo homeeworrk after work, i hope i get enough light, and uhm.. stuff. haha.

so with everything, i dont know. im not sad no more over the drama i had a couple months ago. im over the fact these things do happen. i thought it would hurt alot more, when i see things even tiny tiny things on myspace, but it officaly didnt make my heart drop anymore. SO... i moved on ? what can i say. i been waiting for this for a very long time and i think i held up pretty good. im def. really proud of myself. your inside jokes your little things you say dont bother me no more. and that i know forsure i'm doing so much better than you ever. &&&&

i think im starting to realize what god has in store for me.

im ready to fucking party. IM READY for my birthday. i wanna dancee. and do hella shit you know? maaaan. haha. i was getting so hyped last night you dont even know!?

i'm ready to let things i miss go.
i ready to move on, and i almost ready to get my life in check.
i'm growing up, its scary. but it was eventually suppose to happen?

one last thing. i happy for my friends.
i know its weird to hear all the shit im doing, but stress you caused.
MADE me do all this shit, but with me.. i know my limits and that i can take care of myself.
im a strong young lad. haha

and im happy happy happy.
thank you and goodbye.

Shut up and let me go
This hurts, I tell you so
For the last time you will kiss my lips
Now Shut up and let me go
Your jeans were once so clean
I bet you changed your wardrobe since we met
Now oh so easily your over me
Gone is love
It's you that ought to be holding me
I'm not containable
This turns up
it's not sustainable