just to tell you that hurt.

on the verge on having a good day, my day.. is fucking irritating now.

HOW CAN ONE PERSON/THING CAN MAKE A FUCKING IMPACT ON MY WHOLE ENTIRE DAY.

my head is starting to hurt, and when i seem to be doing okay for once they have to always fucking hurt me and come back. GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME. I DONT WANT YOUR FUCKING SORRY PATHETIC BREATHING IRRITATING ASS IN MY LIFE ANYMORE.

i started to believe maybe.. theres a way i get get out, but fuck it follows me everywhere.
im scared im bout to go downhill.. and im scared im on the same fucking path i been in.

GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME.

WHAT THE FUCK. im getting fucking tired of everything. im getting tired of getting theses stupid headaches over you. to be honest with you, i wish i never made those risks of ever being with someone, its hurts so fucking bad.. its like what the fuck do i do anymore.

i dont even know what to say because im so jumbled right now.. i feel like throwing up.

i dont even know if im mad or sad. or something... im so fustrated. i want to get away.

sometimes i ask god WHY DO I DESERVE THIS. i dont do anything wrong. im not fucking perfect in any way... but why does this hurt me over and over again.

i want to burn pictures. clothes. notes. movies. anything that has to remind me of you.
and you, you stupid twofaced bitch. i fucking hate you. why did i ever decide to even try to make you part of my life. without me your sorry ass wouldnt have meet half the people you know.

YOU FUCKING LOW LIFE PATHETIC SORRY ASS BITCH.

i swear KARMA IS A BITCH AND I SWEAR YOULL GET YOURS.

AND WITH TINY THINGS LIKE THIS MIGHT HAVE A SLIGHT IMPACT ON ME.. I SWEAR THE THINGS I CAN DO, WILL KILL YOU. trustme.