3 hours.

i got work. and its fucking irriatating, im working like all day. its sad. 3:15pm - 11:45pm

FUCKING A.

so i woke up, hella tired, i hella thot it was like 9.. but it was 11 :( fuck. i thought i was gonna have time and shit. mann.

last night we hookah. it was pretty chill, and actually fun. haha. it was me, alexa, melanie, david, alexis, morgan, danny and brian. it was nice. i want more chill nights like that, or even i want crazy nights too. hahaha

so whats been bothering me.. guys. i dont know, im tired getting confused, and getting ignored. and my horoscope was hella true. so im gonna let it go where it will take me. and i even took necessary actions to help me get back on my feeet. just please no more confusion, its either a go or no. -_-

me and david were talking last night how we missed hanging out and stuff. like we remembered how beg. of the year EVERY FUCKING WEEKEND those niggahs would be at my house. even chill in my room, play rockband and even bring some alcohol into the picture. i miss people in general. like i miss seeing andrew ian cj robby brain david daniel kt matt morgan kevin all together. we kinda got the idea that when me and kevin spilt, everything did too. even school and work kinda killed everything too. its hard to look back on shit like that, cas i mean it was so fucking chill and good, its sad how everything just ends up like this.

but shit happens yeah? and maybe its just our thick and thin process too.

i hella miss skateboarding. i saw pictures david took and i believe it was kevin skating. i miss skate trips when we attempted to go places like sac or even to the vallejo or the skatepark. it was good times. i saw a bunch of kids skating all the time near my work and it reminds me when i used to be there and crap. and now everything just seems boring and not the same no more. ugh, i dont understand this shit no more.