hmm.

on days like this its nice to just sit down, relax. its pretty warm out today i like it. i kind of wanted to go on a walk, or go on a drive. but the thing with driving its not fun when your driving a fucking gas eater thats a giant monster.

the thing too i don't like about days like this.. i finnaly have time for myself, and all my thoughts come to gather all at once and some times the one i wish i forgot overcomes all of it. i'm head kind of hurts, but i'm trying my best to just forget it.

last night was pretty chill. still undefeated, everyone fails at beerpong and i got a tad bit bored winning all the time. haha i sound hella cocky, but seriously... they all failed. its blaine's birthday too, so i hope he had a good time and i hope i get to see him later tonight because supposly hes gonna burn hella tonight, and yeah. i'm getting tired of burning too. its so like ugh, i dont know. i guess i ran to it because it literally did help me just to forget and just have fun, but the outcome of it it makes me feel likeshit. and it makes feel like a complete idiot to remember what i actually did.

( these photos are hella out of order -_- )



so i also saw paramore & no doubt twice this week as well. it was fucking dope. i wish paramore had their own headlining tour. i cant wait they have their own, i'll hop on that hella quick. im currently listening to them live and stuff, ughhh. i swear it makes me hella want to go to another show soo bad. god, i dont know what it is about paramore, but it really makes me feel better.

and for everything else. i still haven't forgotten you, but for sure i have been better moving on, i still miss you. and your still in my head time to time, and its weird... when i remember everything.. but i mean i'm doing what your saying and so forth. i just hope you haven't fully forgotten me.

ps: remind me to save my fucking money. FUCK.
& happy birthday blaine. :]

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who i saw yesterday:
all my dope ass coworkers, blaine, ian, andrew, oliver, matt, alexa, melanie, ben, cheech, john, charles, molina, felix, thug nasty, the mormon girl, mike, adrien&ppl i couldn't see in the dark and woody.