i decided i wanted to blog about something important, or something i been wanting to just kind of let go, even if its little itty bitty things that i would forget about in the next 5 minutes of, even thinking of it.
my eye is itchy, and my room is kinda stuffy. theres tobacco shavings on my carpet for the time i was pushing carts and bagging grocery's, teejays dumbass decided to look through my pocket and find my box of newports and decide to tear apart the box and leave me random pieces of the cigs, in my room. i still don't have any idea where the fuck is the box, and i literally had like 7 pieces left... and i noticed how angry when i couldn't find it. i think i have a problem with smoking, and things like this.. is maybe a sign for me to actually stop. so for at least for now this month; i'm going to do this step by step. i officially can't buy a pack for this month, i'll only smoke if its like an occasion and just piece it. and an addition to that, i don't think i wanna be high anymore either, or at least for now i'm never gonna buy a bag anymore, if someone's willing to smoke me out then sure, but besides that... i'm cool off it.
i'm tired.. and see i already forgot what i really wanted to blog about. good night.
ps: here's webcam photos recently :P
my eye is itchy, and my room is kinda stuffy. theres tobacco shavings on my carpet for the time i was pushing carts and bagging grocery's, teejays dumbass decided to look through my pocket and find my box of newports and decide to tear apart the box and leave me random pieces of the cigs, in my room. i still don't have any idea where the fuck is the box, and i literally had like 7 pieces left... and i noticed how angry when i couldn't find it. i think i have a problem with smoking, and things like this.. is maybe a sign for me to actually stop. so for at least for now this month; i'm going to do this step by step. i officially can't buy a pack for this month, i'll only smoke if its like an occasion and just piece it. and an addition to that, i don't think i wanna be high anymore either, or at least for now i'm never gonna buy a bag anymore, if someone's willing to smoke me out then sure, but besides that... i'm cool off it.
i'm tired.. and see i already forgot what i really wanted to blog about. good night.
ps: here's webcam photos recently :P
and babe's back! :] i'm glad i got to see you today.. or yesterday tech. ahaha. even though we passed out for hella hours.
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