and its wednesday.

yeah yeah i failed, so you can stfu now -_- seriously. you guys are hella annoying. anyways; here is some of my non-"fail"-pictures. thanks guys, for making me feel like an complete idiot. and im hella tired and sick of you guys putting me on blast.

and to be honest; i think my problem with my self esteem, feeling super self conscious is starting to start up again. i remember having this problem back in sophmore year. i would never eat in front of anyone, never wanted to eat. wanting to throw up everything if i did want to eat. i even became super depressed, and no one never had a clue, until... some markings came into play. i still kinda see them still, and thats something i do regret... but the way people can make you feel, with a stupid ass comments and even with one stupid picture. and maybe even a couple more, over analyzing shit is making me go insane. i'm starting to dislike the way i look, i hate the way i just.. oh my god. this time i admit, i think i failed.