and its been forever.

i haven't blogged, for reasons.. busy busy busy. i dont got time, and when i do got time, i'm either too fucked up, or either too tired to even function. my days consist of home, work, try to hang out, work again in the morning.

i been at fucking safeway almost EVERYDAY, like literally. i got fucking HELLA hours this week, 41 hours. -_- and it sucks, because i'm literally so done with work. my body is about to give up, and mentally i can't keep up. i just have to keep positive, and know its all for money. fuck. like today, i work fuckin' 11:45 to 8:45. so fuckin' long. ugh, i have neg. time to go out, and actually hang out or even do anything. this lightweight fails.

so recently when i do have time, i been pretty much everywhere or... at least try D:, even if its a random stop down the street to hookah. haha. i hookahd hella times in a car, in my house -_-, so random. haha. i went to berkley, and even went to the city for a bonfire. " AWE NIGGA AWE." i had a pretty intense week, and trust me it was CRAZY. i have to admit, maybe i am one of the luckiest people alive -_-. oh man, oh man. from getting pulled over, and getting let go. FUCK. haha, and thats another story to tell.

i miss everyone, even though i mean like i see everyone but i miss having free time. i feel like all i do now, or how my schedule will be looking is work work work work. like on friday i work 12 - 9. its like WHAT THE FUCK. gimme a break! things have been up and down, with friends, and i admit, i have been m.i.a. but you must know, its not even like that. but taking mature moves like having a non-homo talks, and fix it, but sucks when you really want to prove it.. i got work to kill it. i'll make it up, promise... because i don't want to seem like i'm giving off excuses, even if it might take a tad longer -_-, sorry. because you know, you guys are ALWAYS first. always. even if i fail of showing it.

and when i fix that.... pretty much with everything, i'm pretty much happy. mom's home, work got me to be ballin' soon. i love all my friends, because they are all pretty much the dopest people out there. i got someoneee, who makes me completly happy, laughing, smiling, becoming like basically one of my bestfriends. i loveee it. speaking of bestfriends, i miss morgan D: .

here's some random photos: