i just erased... everything i wrote. because; it didnt sound right. it looks like shit. and i'm overall tired, and loosing every energy as hell. i know i was suppose to write about my happy night, but all i got to tell you is, im really happy again.
but theres still things i need to tell and set some ground rules, because i forgot, i did make myself main morals i have set before i went out to see you. for heads up; please don't lie. i dont want to hear, "oh im not with her..." then finding out from someone else that you guys are still a thing. please don't be sad. you don't need to think about the past, and whats going on with her. your so much better off, and im not saying that just because i do have a thing for you. your a good guy and deserve so much better then stressing off stupid ass shit. please don't hurt me again. i'm giving this my LAST try.... 100%... one more chance. screw it up, and i'm done with everything, even as being a friend. all i ask is honesty. be straight forward with me, no more hiding shit. k deal?
on a better note: i enjoy just spending time with you. walking. talking. sitting. listening. music. food. this is all what i really want with someone. no one wants a rush, make sure we get it right this time. and all the butterflies are going insane right now. and i'm not going to lie, i sure love this feeling and i can't wait to get more. l - o - v - e - r . ps: you fail at singing at songs. hahahaha, and that pizza i BOUGHT was pretttyyy goood. you owe me sushi!
and for other topics. FUCK YOU DUMBASS PEOPLE. you are a fucking idiot, get your dumb ass racist self out of here. you dont know shit and stop fucking blaming me, for your dumb ass actions. even though, i was literally over that shit, YOU HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE AND HAVE TO FUCKING COMPLAIN AND ACT HELLA HARD FOR NO APPARENT REASON, BITCH THE LAST TIME WE WERE IN THE SAME PLACE AND THE SAME TIME, YOU DIDN'T SAY SHIT. so fuck you, and get your fucking facts straight.
blaine, justin and i are planning a little get together for bajamdam and extra few guests to come and just chill, eat and enjoy the outdoors. im so juiced, so tommorow morning we are going to go look at the spots in rockville. and i think we are gonna burn too.. i havent in soooo long. :] and for my secreettttttttt. ill see you tommorow <3
oh yeah heres some pictures from hookah; from yesterday night...
thanks: mel, vince, alexis, morgan, cj, ian, twin, charles, robert, danielson, juiceteen, matt. & tim, and the 2 others. for coming overrrrrrr.
thanksss charrrlieee for the photos :D
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