day by day i start to come back to things i tried to let go before.. and somehow, it seems to creep back up to me, and fucking stabs me right back where it all started.
heartbreaks, first loves and all that mumble jumble, gives me headaches and makes my stomach drop... in a bad way. i finnaly decided to take down this picture i recently put back up because for reasons... i felt normal again, but now i'm in the more depressing stage i been in so long. i try my best to pick up myself, telling myself over and over to just stop it. i seem to do this all the time, and if you read my past blogs you probably might have an idea.
when i feel like i want things to stop and maybe get a head start on this... no "beef" or tension or whatever it might be.... i seem to be so close to just say what i want to say... but signs just happened and i know its not mean't to be. my head, my body, my damn heart, .... literally fucking hurts. i want to give myself a fucking hug, so i can stop feeling like this.
i feel like i'm going back to same fucking state i was back in june.
can someone finnaly give me the answer, why i'm still in this thing we all call.. "love".
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Yeah! I can comment yours. DUDE, I think I know how you feel. I think the best medicine would be your favorite food and some friends. &no scary movie, gosh!
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