concord concord concord.

today was finnaly fun and relaxing.

i didn't fight with my dad, it was more like a stupid lecture that i had to listen to and blah blah. but whatever it was better then yelling and almost dieing.

i went to concord today with melanie to grab some "shoes" because i dont know, just was craving to get out and spend some moolah. it was nice to cas we were near morgan and he came down with us, so it was really good hanging with my two best best friends.

its good to have people like that because with this whole stressing situation its good to get your mind off it. it was fun because it was like old times, and just really fucking chill. i miss morgan and wish he was back here in fairfield because he makes my days hella better. ari was even there, and i love her. finnaly morgan settled down with someone good. because he dosesn't deserve the treatment and bullshit from the past girls hes been or liked. and i'm happy for him.

that makes me think... alot. because i mean morgan hasn't dated dated someone in so long.. and melanie says paitence is the key. because youll finnaly find someone worth the time and bascially worth the wait. and to tell you the truth morgan and ari finnaly gave me the thought and hope.. that there is someone out there.. and that with all these fake relationships and love it just wasnt hitting me, giving me the sense theres nothing real anymore... but now... its gonna happen sometime. and i guess i'm ready for the wait even if the wait is killing me. just gotta put some faith and hope out there for love.