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my head is about to explode with everything that just fucking hit me in the face, why should i even try of getting my point across anymore.


number one, your fucking not even worth it, i wonder why i still waste my fucking time ever thinking, reminiscing, or wondering why i had to fallen in love with you.

number two, you can shut your fucking mouth, you can learn to grow fuck up, and stop being such a fucking selfish person: these are reasons why i can't bring you back in my life.. or least right now.

number three, you make me fucking sick. i'm so fucking pissed and still angry as hell at you, because how fucking dare you DID that to me. and you swear-ed to me you would never do that to me.

number three.point-two, and how people ask me if i miss you, i would be lieing if i said i didn't. and the funny thing is to, i really wanted to fix and say goodbye to things that we had in the passed over some stupid "boy". i never even heard a fucking sorry either till this day.

number four, all you assholes can shut the fuck up too, because you have no fucking idea what i been through for these past 5 long months.

number five, AND WHY I EVEN FUCKING DARED TO EVEN RISK FRIENDSHIPS, MY FAMILY, MY FUCKING SO CALLED "REPUTATION", MY FUCKING DIGNITY AND PRIDE, JUST FOR SOME FUCKED UP SO CALLED "MAN" WHO USES THE SAME FUCKING PATHETIC GAME ON EVERY GIRL HE LAYS EYES ON.

i never ever felt so fucking angry ever in my life and so many people at once. i can't fucking stand to even remember all the things i ever done for all of you in the past. i can't fucking believe i even dared to say i fucking cared about all of you, or that i fucking loved you too.

OH MY FUCKING GOD.
if i could take back time i would take it all back, because i swear i don't understand out of all people, why the fuck do i deserve this. i know i fucked up, doing some dumb ass shit in the past, but i swear i know my boundaries even down to my fucking limits, and no one ever should ever feel the way i do every fucking morning and night.