brain crunch... ouch.

well i won't,

be the one to disappoint you anymore,

and i know, i've said all this so that you've heard it all before,

the trick is getting you to think that all this was your idea,

and that it, is everything that you've ever wanted out of here

love's not a competition, but im winning.

with the hectic-ness of not being able to sleep and focus, can a killer. my brain is in a mode of mushy, blahing, thirst of figuring out every single thing that might have happened in this past year, but the sad part is... where shall we begin? what have i learned, and what have i realized about human beings and general. generally it starts off of thinking we aren't perfect, we do make mistakes, your typical elementary grade bullshit. And when you start having to remember actions speak so much more than words, then why do we try to explain ourselves? i mean come on, you've already done what you did, why don't you speak up and just tell them what you've done wrong. But i'm starting to believe people are love living in denial, and it leads right down to the point that we are making total fools out of ourselves. and i pray each night we can change the way we are, but then again... it adds the pinch of spice in our lives, so i guess... game on bitches.