medicine please.

im sick, literally sick.
i cant breathe, woke up hella shitty. man and i got work at 3. i was thinking of calling in, but i need money, and if i just dont feel good when im there... then ill just tell them i dont feel good.

yesterday i had a lightweight good day. i finnaly got fresh air and hanged out with people i haven't seen in a while, and it was nice. oliver is hella cool, and mature for his age, def. was a good talk.

i miss skateboarding, i hella want to go to the ground zero skatecomp. last year was fun, so we are all trying to plan to go this year, and matt & morgan can maybe go to this time. matt hella fell yesterday, like the way he does.. and made me laugh hella bad which i def miss. haha. that guy.

yesterday was lightweight retarded too. i dont even have words for that either. its just like a wow, really? whatever, ill, everyone will be here when its done.

the way things are going now, im ready to relax because im starting to forget everything, which is def a plus at this moment but everytime i seem to say that something ends up happening, but ill be ready this time.

i cant breathe, but ill find my air.