tired and being confused is a big no-no.

i mean i already have enough shit on my mind, i dont need anymore.
like confusing about that certain someone... confused how come all of a sudden... wonder if anyone else cares?

soo.. i'm just tired of being lied to. like i dont get it, text me this week talking we shall hang and crap... and then all lastnight,text till like freakin 3 something, telling me offically we are "talking" then tell me these sweeet things, and the day we planned to hang... i get flaked on .. again.
like really man, i don't need another boy worrrying me with things like that. i just want to be happy. and im still willing to leave a few more chances..

hmm.. so why now? what made you wanna see what was going on? i'm lost, the last thing i need the person im trying to run away from is coming back. is weird. i want to fix things, but thats not fair i did my fair share of trying to make things work, even as friends, im just not ready to go back and saying hello.

and about these other peoples? im lost, but just curious about what they think, i think im reading the signals wrong.

i think i am alot.

can i just get paid now.

what i still need in this lame boring summer.
girls day out. disneyland. roadtrip. santa cruz. PARTY. get DRUNK. finnaly find that somebody who can keeep my relaxed and out of trouble.

someone who is actually try to hang with me. daaaaaaaang.

imma sleep.
i got work at 4-close.
with garvin, fucking great.