im trying my best to keep everything cool, but whatever, i'm starting to give up.
i had a good plan to, and maybe god's like aeriel naw you'll look fucking stupid. don't even try anymore.
so my days been good, i haven't cried and really haven't thot of anything to make me depressed, so i'm all good.
hanged with audrina yesterday, and finnaly got over the whole weird seeing each other idea, so im good.
i need a fucking hair cut, im getting despreate for one.
i wanna party and shit.
and sitll have no offical plans for fourth of july, i wish i can have a bbq, but my dads off... and i doubt hell let me have one. FUCK. so maybe ill just find something to do.
summer is go fucking boring. i hate this.
i wanna go to disneyland.
i wanna watch paramore.
i want to meet someone who can give me butterflies all over.
im tired of my dad yelling at me
and i hate trying to hang out and be okay with this whole situation.
CAN IT JUST GO AWAY.
im tired of being sad... so im done.
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