HELL.

so im here... in santa rosa. hella bored and shit.

my weekend is so screwed up its not even funny. first sat was actually hella fun, going to benica hanging out with everyone.. till.. when it started getting into night. it was hella boring and shit. people getting all pissy, i swear one day im about to explode.

kevin makes me feel like shit for not staying over which is like ugh i hate that. he made me cry and eveyrthing i hate it whatever tho



im scared my dads gonna look at this or whatever

thismorning i had to wake up hella early to the go to the animal shelter. i went to jessicas house first and then headed out. ended up being sort of exciting doing that shit we are gonna do.. and its actually hella easy too.

i go fucking home finding out I GOT MY HOPES UP AND NEVER WILL GET MY FUCKING MINI COOPER. ALL THEY GOT TO SAY I HATE THIS. they or maybe just my dad does that shit to me. i hate this all. now. can they just say aeriel youll never get a car so stop thinking we will get one. so i can stop crying and wondering when the hell i will get it.

i honestly cant wait till im 18 when they cant say shit to me.
so i can DO WHAT I WANT.
leave, date, i dont know ANYTHING ON MY OWN.
CAN YOU GUYS AT LEAST GET ME AUTOINSURANCE. FUCKTHISSHIT.




anyways ... im stuck in hell here.. when i can be home with everyone.
i hate being on my period too.





GET ME MY CAR PLEASE
THATS ALL I ASK. thanks. update later. i know i dont make sense my mind is all jumble..

and that cookie is tempting me NOOOOOOO