oh, august.

i haven't had time to blog because either i'll get home too late, i'm lazy as hell, or i just don't got time no more... but i'll tell you this, this whole beginning of the month has been chill, dope and everything i wanted in between, and this is what i've been wanting in so long.

basically, work's been chill, james has been gone the past week and now he's back... so i don't know how that will go. i had an interview for this acting company i been scoping out for a while, and i did the audtion, and guess what? i got the spot.. but the only thing that kilt it all.. was the money for all of that, is more than i can handle, sucks to know your basically poor right?... but i mean fuck, maybe .. its not time yet? i'm just going to keep trying.

i been overall happy. i either chillen, partying, kicking it basically almost every day. taking random shots, have a random smoke sess here and there, play major rounds of kings cup, or either just drinking because we can. i still miss camping here and there and it fucking sucks. i want to go back or something...

i haven't had a person on my mind lately either, which is a major plus for me. i just don't want to have feelings for anyone, no matter who it is. the past months has just been stressful and fucking bullshit, and finnaly moving on and taking a breather and putting myself in front? makes me feel alot better about everything... but i won't lie, theres times i still wonder.

school's about to start soon, and i'm actually excited, no i'm going back to solano or anything. i'm going to this school called boston reed, so i can be a pharm. tech. this time... i'm not screwing up.

i want to post up hella pictures but i'm lazy, i'll do it next time.

ill tell you next time.

fuck i wanna blog, but i really don't want to at the same time.


all i want to say is..

" so close, but yet, so far at the same time. "
they told me to stay positive, so i'll do so. fuck.

"that was a close one."

i'm tired as hell. i was in a wide search for an okay photo, but i cannot find one i truley like but whatever. i had a really chill day. work was busy-ish, it was hella funny all day though. hanged with alexa, got blasted with vince, then posted with alexa, melanie and adrian. bhfl came by too and watched tv hella blasted though. bhfl & adrian got drunk. hahaha.

ps: wish me good luck.

basically.

i'm finally all good in the hood. especially all the things that don't need to matter, i don't got it.

right now, i'll admit... i'm still kind of perkin'. today was pretty active, work was busy but down right chill. right after, i met up with bhfl, watch him fail at skateboarding, cleaned out his car, drove it in a circle, post, melanie & alexa finnaly show up. we leave to vallejo, and meet up with adrian and jeremy. we go on a small adventure and burn it! post in adrian's room and they play... dice... ? lol i dont know, and we all watched the orphan while joey comes out of the cuts. FUCKIN' ESTHER!

we spilt to my house, and chilllll. " that was slopppppyyy". bhfl & joey leave while jeremy and adrian came and post in my room took like two shots... then post and played kings cup, that shit was halirous. after hella pote breaks while me and jeremy make quesodillas and find out he joins blaine & i's restaurant idea. rich and jeremy mingle with jaycee. hahaha while we post. everyone spilts because of romeo. and now i'm home... lame and bored.

i'm pretty much excited for saturday, i'm bringing my a-game. oh yeaaaah. :]
i wanna lay down, and why can't i twitter.

ugh and you!! dammit, you got me though. ugh.
and dont ask me why this is all in big lettering. my blogspot is fuckin up!!