oh, august.

i haven't had time to blog because either i'll get home too late, i'm lazy as hell, or i just don't got time no more... but i'll tell you this, this whole beginning of the month has been chill, dope and everything i wanted in between, and this is what i've been wanting in so long.

basically, work's been chill, james has been gone the past week and now he's back... so i don't know how that will go. i had an interview for this acting company i been scoping out for a while, and i did the audtion, and guess what? i got the spot.. but the only thing that kilt it all.. was the money for all of that, is more than i can handle, sucks to know your basically poor right?... but i mean fuck, maybe .. its not time yet? i'm just going to keep trying.

i been overall happy. i either chillen, partying, kicking it basically almost every day. taking random shots, have a random smoke sess here and there, play major rounds of kings cup, or either just drinking because we can. i still miss camping here and there and it fucking sucks. i want to go back or something...

i haven't had a person on my mind lately either, which is a major plus for me. i just don't want to have feelings for anyone, no matter who it is. the past months has just been stressful and fucking bullshit, and finnaly moving on and taking a breather and putting myself in front? makes me feel alot better about everything... but i won't lie, theres times i still wonder.

school's about to start soon, and i'm actually excited, no i'm going back to solano or anything. i'm going to this school called boston reed, so i can be a pharm. tech. this time... i'm not screwing up.

i want to post up hella pictures but i'm lazy, i'll do it next time.