happy halloween.
get shitty for me and have a good night.
ill be makin that cash money. 4-12am. god damn.
good day yesterday with my soul mate.
i got my birthday outfit and i got to see my bestfriend.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
yes?
school. benica. melanies. mall. home.
it was a productive day, i like, i like. it was fun, attempting to skate again was tricky, but i def. loved most of the presence at the skatepark. few minor things, but whatever.
but i'm super juiced for my birthday !!!
eleven more days, :)
eleven more days
eleven more days
i cannot wait.
it was a productive day, i like, i like. it was fun, attempting to skate again was tricky, but i def. loved most of the presence at the skatepark. few minor things, but whatever.
but i'm super juiced for my birthday !!!
eleven more days, :)
eleven more days
eleven more days
i cannot wait.
i'm hella tired right now, i dont know why, but i am. jesus.
i was gonna blog about something i was pondering about today when i layed at the skatepark... but eh, it isn't that important anymore.
"STEVEN WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!"
walnut creek/concord. home of my bestfriend mogs, here justina and i come tommorow afternoon. <3
goodshit.
ps: your pretty cool :) ... not ! hahaha. ah kekeke.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
yes i blog.. alot.
yeah thanks david for noticing :P
i told you all i need is to vent, and why i had this for a while.
haha, i'm alot calmer, and alot happier for the fact.. i just finally kind of wanted to get things out of my chest for a while, and then hanging out with people who just make my day better (no homo), because it can def. change everything.
i really appreciate the days we go out and skate, go watch movies, go hookah, go out and do random shit to even doing nothing... but just presence of these people make me feel like everything will get better in no time.
its just.. i guess sometimes i understand other peoples perspective on things and maybe this situation i been having. its just its really hard, because when someone reached your limit, and the part where it def. hurt me alot, to where i ever imagined it can hurt that bad, its hard to let go and its hard just to actually try and act like things never happened, because i definitely agree with what you guys all say. i think we can get passed this all and its kind of like, i don't believe i should be the one doing it, because i didn't even do anything to even come close to hurting them.
so, therefore, i'll be waiting.
and whatever happens, happens, and that its definitely not on me, its them.
and till then, i'm gonna go and just live life the way it should be.
because i'm down, if you're down.
i told you all i need is to vent, and why i had this for a while.
haha, i'm alot calmer, and alot happier for the fact.. i just finally kind of wanted to get things out of my chest for a while, and then hanging out with people who just make my day better (no homo), because it can def. change everything.
i really appreciate the days we go out and skate, go watch movies, go hookah, go out and do random shit to even doing nothing... but just presence of these people make me feel like everything will get better in no time.
its just.. i guess sometimes i understand other peoples perspective on things and maybe this situation i been having. its just its really hard, because when someone reached your limit, and the part where it def. hurt me alot, to where i ever imagined it can hurt that bad, its hard to let go and its hard just to actually try and act like things never happened, because i definitely agree with what you guys all say. i think we can get passed this all and its kind of like, i don't believe i should be the one doing it, because i didn't even do anything to even come close to hurting them.
so, therefore, i'll be waiting.
and whatever happens, happens, and that its definitely not on me, its them.
and till then, i'm gonna go and just live life the way it should be.
because i'm down, if you're down.
Monday, October 27, 2008
ugh,
well, with what i said, definitely out of anger or maybe something, thats just been ready to come out.
and you wonder why i'm so mad and angry, just think about what has happened this pass couple months and tell me what seems to be wrong. it must help you sleep better at night, congrats.
and things supposedly happens for a reason.
and you wonder why i'm so mad and angry, just think about what has happened this pass couple months and tell me what seems to be wrong. it must help you sleep better at night, congrats.
and things supposedly happens for a reason.
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