yeah thanks david for noticing :P
i told you all i need is to vent, and why i had this for a while.
haha, i'm alot calmer, and alot happier for the fact.. i just finally kind of wanted to get things out of my chest for a while, and then hanging out with people who just make my day better (no homo), because it can def. change everything.
i really appreciate the days we go out and skate, go watch movies, go hookah, go out and do random shit to even doing nothing... but just presence of these people make me feel like everything will get better in no time.
its just.. i guess sometimes i understand other peoples perspective on things and maybe this situation i been having. its just its really hard, because when someone reached your limit, and the part where it def. hurt me alot, to where i ever imagined it can hurt that bad, its hard to let go and its hard just to actually try and act like things never happened, because i definitely agree with what you guys all say. i think we can get passed this all and its kind of like, i don't believe i should be the one doing it, because i didn't even do anything to even come close to hurting them.
so, therefore, i'll be waiting.
and whatever happens, happens, and that its definitely not on me, its them.
and till then, i'm gonna go and just live life the way it should be.
because i'm down, if you're down.
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