this sidekick comes in handy.
today was long, super tireeddd.
- mel picks me up for school 9-10:50.
-alexa's house
did hair, chill, eat food.
-robert, david, alexis came over.
-6 of us went on an adventure !
-climb big ass moutain
-4 of us left ate at pelayos
-went to vallejo, met up wif ben, john, sam, felix, caitlyn, and don't remember that chicks name...
-watched john & ben play music (hella goodd!)
-chief 4 blunts !
-split and head home to watch mr and mrs smith.
had a good ass day :)
goodnighttttt.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
unattractive.
here i am again; tired down to every bone in my body is fucking aching. my feet hurt because my non-broken into shoes. working midnight shifts sucks; because i have school early morning. i'm currently hungry, searching through alexas food cabinets. hahaha !
people, people these days. other people are just stupid. i want to shove some sense to other people. and tell the others to mind their own business. for the fact who the fuck gives you the right to bag on other peoples past relationships for the fact you have no fucking idea what they been through. oh wait, maybe you did know what they been through and decided to put yourself in the situation to kill the whole god damn thing. so next time you decide to make comments that someone relationship was weak? you need to start looking at reality, when your the one who is truly weak with a dirty past, never strong keep your mouth shut. that goes out to everyone.
people, people these days. other people are just stupid. i want to shove some sense to other people. and tell the others to mind their own business. for the fact who the fuck gives you the right to bag on other peoples past relationships for the fact you have no fucking idea what they been through. oh wait, maybe you did know what they been through and decided to put yourself in the situation to kill the whole god damn thing. so next time you decide to make comments that someone relationship was weak? you need to start looking at reality, when your the one who is truly weak with a dirty past, never strong keep your mouth shut. that goes out to everyone.
Monday, February 2, 2009
no title, sucka.
my body is super tired, but my mind is awakke to the fullest, clutered with many thoughts to what is the plans for tommorow, new information someone gave me, confusion, and even what to wear tmmrw.
I'm a little fustraded. my problem is quite complicated. maybe its because im sick and tired of complaints and just want someone you care about a lot to just cheer up a bit. I have to admit, jealousy does play a role into this but in the long run that dosent matter anyone. I swear he can do so much better. he just needs to wake up. I just want to make him feel better, slap some sense into him. he got so much options to help him out but is not taking any advantage at all. how can you ask for advice when half the time you keep repeating the god damn same answer; "I can't. I don't know. I don't want to..." don't tell me that, I BEEN THERE TO HELL AND BACK. and lemme tell you something. be grateful she's still there, and at least she hasnt moved on and hooked up with your bestfriend... just please, realize you are so better off without her..
after a while finding anwers for other people, leads me back to my problems. I lay there thinking of past times, and how I remember I loved someone. I miss it. I have to admit I wish I can see the one I fell for... that I can see him again and again; but he's long gone.
I don't want a valentine this year, or at least I know I want to spend it with someone I know I have feelings for without feeling rushed or uncomfortable.. even with or without a v-tine, im down to club or relax.
im such a playerrr; my quote on quote radar is quite big. my list seems to be biggerrrr little by little. haha me likely though. well see who can lasttt.
goodnight.
happybirthdaymatthewwww !
I'm a little fustraded. my problem is quite complicated. maybe its because im sick and tired of complaints and just want someone you care about a lot to just cheer up a bit. I have to admit, jealousy does play a role into this but in the long run that dosent matter anyone. I swear he can do so much better. he just needs to wake up. I just want to make him feel better, slap some sense into him. he got so much options to help him out but is not taking any advantage at all. how can you ask for advice when half the time you keep repeating the god damn same answer; "I can't. I don't know. I don't want to..." don't tell me that, I BEEN THERE TO HELL AND BACK. and lemme tell you something. be grateful she's still there, and at least she hasnt moved on and hooked up with your bestfriend... just please, realize you are so better off without her..
after a while finding anwers for other people, leads me back to my problems. I lay there thinking of past times, and how I remember I loved someone. I miss it. I have to admit I wish I can see the one I fell for... that I can see him again and again; but he's long gone.
I don't want a valentine this year, or at least I know I want to spend it with someone I know I have feelings for without feeling rushed or uncomfortable.. even with or without a v-tine, im down to club or relax.
im such a playerrr; my quote on quote radar is quite big. my list seems to be biggerrrr little by little. haha me likely though. well see who can lasttt.
goodnight.
happybirthdaymatthewwww !
Sunday, February 1, 2009
sundaysunday.
the weekend is almost over; have to get ready for workfor a bit; i only have a 4 hour shift... usually i complain but i want to only work for so little. :P i'm soooo tiredddd frm last night. happy birthday marlon btw. his party wasn't too bad, it was actually crackin'.
i had hella fun. was lit. got some draaaaankk. chugged that shit. -_- so i was perkkinnn and lit at the partyy :) got a numberrr.. danceddd.... and yeah ! :))) after the party got shut down... we tried to hit up some other party but... that was fucking weak as hell ! so we called it a nighttt.
that makes me wanna have a open garage party and dance all night... but eh to much complications and shit.
some other shit on the side... was just eh -_-. got a little irritated some parts of the party; maybe jealously i suppose? but whatever, do what you gotta do, even though i know the things you coulda done to help yourself out.... you totally didn't take advantages of it at all... sad.. but thats how people learn. and other things... people need to grow up. and don't think theres any special treatment out here, its all the same.
k off, time to get ready. bleh :P
i had hella fun. was lit. got some draaaaankk. chugged that shit. -_- so i was perkkinnn and lit at the partyy :) got a numberrr.. danceddd.... and yeah ! :))) after the party got shut down... we tried to hit up some other party but... that was fucking weak as hell ! so we called it a nighttt.
that makes me wanna have a open garage party and dance all night... but eh to much complications and shit.
some other shit on the side... was just eh -_-. got a little irritated some parts of the party; maybe jealously i suppose? but whatever, do what you gotta do, even though i know the things you coulda done to help yourself out.... you totally didn't take advantages of it at all... sad.. but thats how people learn. and other things... people need to grow up. and don't think theres any special treatment out here, its all the same.
k off, time to get ready. bleh :P
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