four days in counting with a pinch of confusion, because oh god, georgia.
this week's been a bit hectic, but i'm living. with i couple ups and downs... its all good. i love the phone calls i have with morgan, because i miss him alot even when he's a handful at times, haha. i hate the confusion with boys in general, what to do, and wondering if you will meet me half way, but i guess i'm going to have to take your lead. see my dilemma here? love, hate. mushed into one.
i wanna party my fucking ass off, and get fucked up. and oh yes that's the plan.
am i too juiced? I'M FUCKING JUICED TO THE MAX.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Monday, November 3, 2008
7 hours to be exact.
ill have to wake up and then drive my ass to safeway, to work a lame four hour shift, doing nothing.
i think i'm in a shitty ass mood in general, because i'm literally getting pissed off stupid ass shit.
and i'm trying my best to keep it in a calm enough mood, but shit just keep happening.
ugh i dont know, i'm not even in the mood to blog.
fucking aye.
i think i'm in a shitty ass mood in general, because i'm literally getting pissed off stupid ass shit.
and i'm trying my best to keep it in a calm enough mood, but shit just keep happening.
ugh i dont know, i'm not even in the mood to blog.
fucking aye.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
oh, i can't believe it.
i never seem to know what to label my blogs sometimes, and my room still smells like fucking throw up, its fucking disgusting.
my day was all about family today. it was good to get out and just spend time for the fact its been so long since we actually did something like what we did today. the car drive wa too long, and i was def. bored and getting sleepy the more we drove. texting was the only thing that kept me awake, which was nice talking to some people i haven't said hello to, in so long.
i got hella nice shots of my family, and just some random deers i chased. " aeriel, becareful theres a floating head next to you! ", my uncle's an idiot but i love him. it was cold as hell up there, and it being foggy too, shiiit.
today was weird tho, i mean alot of shit was on my mind, but i mean whatever. i guess i'm just so confused about this whole boy situation.. its like .. should i give a chance to the guy that ... i'm sort of not feelin? should i still try to see what's up with the guy i never knew who i'm about to fall for? or should i try again with the person who seemed to just flake on everything before. so what the fuck do i do? its like if i turn that one way, i'll never know what can happen over there the other... or its like would he even give me a chance, ir is it.. hes just playing games.
ugh, but the power of knowing theres like 3 to 4 people out there tryin to hollerrr... hahahaha :) damn it sort of feels..... good.
and for everything else i found out today... big wow. your a fucking idiot.
mhm.
7 more days, so fucking excited. :)
my day was all about family today. it was good to get out and just spend time for the fact its been so long since we actually did something like what we did today. the car drive wa too long, and i was def. bored and getting sleepy the more we drove. texting was the only thing that kept me awake, which was nice talking to some people i haven't said hello to, in so long.
i got hella nice shots of my family, and just some random deers i chased. " aeriel, becareful theres a floating head next to you! ", my uncle's an idiot but i love him. it was cold as hell up there, and it being foggy too, shiiit.
today was weird tho, i mean alot of shit was on my mind, but i mean whatever. i guess i'm just so confused about this whole boy situation.. its like .. should i give a chance to the guy that ... i'm sort of not feelin? should i still try to see what's up with the guy i never knew who i'm about to fall for? or should i try again with the person who seemed to just flake on everything before. so what the fuck do i do? its like if i turn that one way, i'll never know what can happen over there the other... or its like would he even give me a chance, ir is it.. hes just playing games.
ugh, but the power of knowing theres like 3 to 4 people out there tryin to hollerrr... hahahaha :) damn it sort of feels..... good.
and for everything else i found out today... big wow. your a fucking idiot.
mhm.
7 more days, so fucking excited. :)
what a weekend..
so far. haha, so how was halloween for you fuckface?
minee, hmph. haha i worked, getting depressed every moment i saw a group of epople come in all dressed up, where im likeee nooooo, i coulda even dressed up for halloween, but no one gave me info on it :, but after work i did get to see some lovely people, matt, alexis, justin, blaine and alfie, hoped on one timer and then we spilt to go to jack in the box. LOL. the most stupidest funniest thing ever. hahaha. i won the game. :)
then later after... i meet up with mr. "s.c". what the FUCK. hahah randommm. it was like fucking 2 and we sat, rolled, and then.. just chilled yeah? it was kinda like weird tho... hmm.. but well see. hes cute tho.. : but am i feeeelin him?... DAMMIT!
i fucking didnt even go home till like 4, and everyone was like aww your so tired from work when i woke up.. i was like .. eheheh.... -_-
i had this crazy ass debate with my uncle and my dad.. hahahah it was fucking hailrous, and my dads an idiot. -_- NO ON PROP8 :)
last night was pretty chill even if it was like at 7 when we hanged.
waste of time to drive down to vaca.... GAS ESP!
but then chill at my house, and watched donnie darko.
mmm apple jacks!
and georgia. WHAT THE HELL. i hate you : hahah justkidding, only because ... YOU! you confuseeee me. and thats why i don't wanna do nothing with "s.c".
seesh.
7 mo days for my bday. OMG a week.
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
off to hang with the fam... i hope we go shopping :D ohwee.
minee, hmph. haha i worked, getting depressed every moment i saw a group of epople come in all dressed up, where im likeee nooooo, i coulda even dressed up for halloween, but no one gave me info on it :, but after work i did get to see some lovely people, matt, alexis, justin, blaine and alfie, hoped on one timer and then we spilt to go to jack in the box. LOL. the most stupidest funniest thing ever. hahaha. i won the game. :)
then later after... i meet up with mr. "s.c". what the FUCK. hahah randommm. it was like fucking 2 and we sat, rolled, and then.. just chilled yeah? it was kinda like weird tho... hmm.. but well see. hes cute tho.. : but am i feeeelin him?... DAMMIT!
i fucking didnt even go home till like 4, and everyone was like aww your so tired from work when i woke up.. i was like .. eheheh.... -_-
i had this crazy ass debate with my uncle and my dad.. hahahah it was fucking hailrous, and my dads an idiot. -_- NO ON PROP8 :)
last night was pretty chill even if it was like at 7 when we hanged.
waste of time to drive down to vaca.... GAS ESP!
but then chill at my house, and watched donnie darko.
mmm apple jacks!
and georgia. WHAT THE HELL. i hate you : hahah justkidding, only because ... YOU! you confuseeee me. and thats why i don't wanna do nothing with "s.c".
seesh.
7 mo days for my bday. OMG a week.
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
off to hang with the fam... i hope we go shopping :D ohwee.
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