oh, i can't believe it.

i never seem to know what to label my blogs sometimes, and my room still smells like fucking throw up, its fucking disgusting.

my day was all about family today. it was good to get out and just spend time for the fact its been so long since we actually did something like what we did today. the car drive wa too long, and i was def. bored and getting sleepy the more we drove. texting was the only thing that kept me awake, which was nice talking to some people i haven't said hello to, in so long.

i got hella nice shots of my family, and just some random deers i chased. " aeriel, becareful theres a floating head next to you! ", my uncle's an idiot but i love him. it was cold as hell up there, and it being foggy too, shiiit.

today was weird tho, i mean alot of shit was on my mind, but i mean whatever. i guess i'm just so confused about this whole boy situation.. its like .. should i give a chance to the guy that ... i'm sort of not feelin? should i still try to see what's up with the guy i never knew who i'm about to fall for? or should i try again with the person who seemed to just flake on everything before. so what the fuck do i do? its like if i turn that one way, i'll never know what can happen over there the other... or its like would he even give me a chance, ir is it.. hes just playing games.

ugh, but the power of knowing theres like 3 to 4 people out there tryin to hollerrr... hahahaha :) damn it sort of feels..... good.

and for everything else i found out today... big wow. your a fucking idiot.


mhm.

7 more days, so fucking excited. :)