wake up

when i thought things were getting better, little things seem to still have the power to beat me up. i just need time to clear these useless thoughts for good. i want more good times, to replace all these bad ones.

i just want to be able to meet someone, who's willing to help me make my move, and all at the same time, able to make me realize i can't run away from something that actually what i have been looking for.

denial sucks, and feeling played with can suck even more.