so tell me why;

i fucking told you july was such a horrible month and that somehow when it was over, everything else went down with it. thank fucking god.

first day of the month, i left fucking cordelia and spent 3 full days with my bestest friends on this whole entire planet. when i got back, i spent the whole night with dope ass people, playing BP! taking shots and late night eat at baldos and singing paramore songs. the 4th day was just a chill relax day, got high w/ melanie, b-ran, and adrian, played and beat metal slug with adrian and spilt and spent a little alone time with myself at home, glued my eyes to the computer screen. the 5th day, i lightweight stressed... BUT work is fucking chilllll, got my fucking interview for ____ and finnaly got my school shit SET! and now i gotta get my fucking classes for my ________.

dude. like what the fucking fuck. hahahahahaha. i'm so fucking set. im happy. and hey i got helllaaa draaaank left. celebrate? i think sooooo. wish me luck though for saturday, fucking juiced tho! and i hanged out with bhfl finnaly in like 2 years. what the f.

theres people still missing though, i kind of wish i can catch up tell you these things, but... i know where this is going, and i'm not going back down that road again. but ill admit, i still miss you time to time. you probably know you you are, say hello k? okay, now i got to get ready fo work. hmph.