its nice to be home.

this whole weekend, i pretty much been everywhere but here. thursday night, marisa&alie's formal party. friday night, BLOWUP! saturday night, monica's party.

my head currently hurts from the night before, i got uber fucked up because i drank hella drank. and then i smoked and the crossfaded-ness got to me. i'm tired, but the constant partying has been dope. i'm going to be upset when school comes around, because i got to turn it down a notch.

and for everything else. i'm happy, with of course the stupid random things floating through my mind that add the random spice in my life. all i know, is that if i can look a couple months back and repeat the things that i will always remember, i will call you a liar and tell you i wish it never happened at all. get a new game plan buddy, because reusing the same shitty lines you once said to me, now to someone else, makes you more pathetic then the first time.

and for some stupid reason, i seem to never to be good enough.

ps: "aeriel, you deserve good people in your life."
well, that was very thoughtful. thanks.