rawr.

my head hurts, my brain hurts, and everything else seems to hurt as well. i hate mornings like this, when i'm not able to focus, and my stomach seems to be upside down, i .. just want to be offically happy again, and i hate how some little... things, can make such a big impact.

y: "so... i deciced this. i'm not going to hit him up anymore. i mean, why am i always the one asking to hang out and do this and that. what the hell, i give him hints all the time, " what are you doing... i get off at 11... i have nothing to do.... ". and its still those stupid one word answers. " oh cool... uh, i dont know... " its like what's the point of trying anymore?"

a: "whoa.. i hella know how you feel. its like man, why try, when their not even willing to take it? because if you really think about it, ... there's probably someone else willing to take it for you."

y: "oh my god, exactly! its like fuck, i just want some lovin' and have some fun. i'm not looking for a relationship... i just want FUN. i don't understand, i mean the way before, it was hella fun, hanging out, walk, talk, eat. simple right? now, its like you don't care? give me a break."

a: "man, what the hell, this is some fucked up shit." -_- " its like your not even asking for much. we are friends right? friends hang out. whatever though, this is stupid. -_- don't hit him up."

i hate liars, i hate liars. i hate liars.