hello ?

i'm getting sleepy, and tired, theres fairly nothing to do. tonight was a major fail. the majority of us was suppose to meet up and try to finnaly decide on which camping site we would all like to go to but, everyone ended never showing up, too tired from work, things came up, some were missing and some couldn't get out.

i'm like in a gloomy mood right now. i'm starting to think of things that's been wandering around and i guess i never really had time to get it out or really think about it... it's kind of annoying. its one of those things that i'm most def. tired of, over-rated, stupid, worthless, and everything in between. the people who i wanna speak to, the people who i know can help me get this out of my head, i can't. for reasons, i feel like i can't anymore or either i know they might be too busy for me. i'm loosing focus. i feel like i'm going to drown into my lame excuses.

i'm just ready to get out and just do something you know? i'm really getting bored of this all. and all i'm looking forward to is paramore, camping, and maybe get myself in check, by going back to school.

because for everything else.. i'm starting to give up.