shoot me.

how do i even start this? i don't even know where to start first. my head, is all over the place right now, man i don't even know, what i'm even saying anymore.

i'm really really trying over here, and everytime i get shot down. i can't seem to find my answers. i feel like i'm failing over and over again. can you please tell me, am i doing something wrong? even when im trying for myself, i feel like i'm not even good enough. i feel like im weak, dispointing you and even myself.

ERASE. ERASE. BACKSPACE. BACKSPACE.
& i m i s s y o u , o h s o m u c h .