redbull.

i'm tired, weak from this crackin' weekend, from working my ass off, and just going through million of different things all at once.

i have this paper right now, and i don't even know what the hell to write, for the fact i wasn't there at class when it was annouced.. so i'm fucked. -_- i saw, and hanged with my bestfriend. god i missed him. we went to walmart like old times and catched up and couldnt stop laughing for him making me drop a redbull hella bad and throwing balls at my face. -_- that sounded sick. hahahah

this weekend i got to see everyone. everyone from bajamdam. from the vallejos. and even old friends. i had fun. fucked up every night, and had good times... except my night being kilt for the fact morgan's party is pushed back another week because my dad had to drop the bomb and said.. "im on vacation." FML.

i'm confused. so confused. still don't know what to do, i hope i don't fall to hard.
"so disapointed." ... trust me, your not the only one.

and tell me why this is so true for this month?

What seems romantic could suddenly start to seem a little unhealthy, maybe. If that's the case, it's really time to do some deep work, emotionally. Look at your actions, and your patterns. Is there something you keep doing, over and over again? Is there some way you could maybe stop? What's keeping you from trying something new? Is it the sense of security that the familiar brings, even if the familiar isn't necessarily painless? Or is it something else? How might you make a change? Think about it this month. After all, it's springtime -- a season of new beginnings.


ugh, why are you doing this to me.