i dont i dont, but i want i want.

today was such a long day, i was at gayway alll day. kevin called in sick, so karl gave me hella more hours, and got a fullll 8 hour shift. fuck i haven't had one in so long, i was so exhausted the whole day, i almost collaspe the last hour because i had negative energy then, and now.

today was random. it rained, i listen to music all day. i pushed carts. karl, johnny and john are halirous. i smiled all day, because of a certain someone. and for some reason, i'm loving this feeling.

"idk aeriel.. but okay." i know, i know. i just have this feeeling, and i haven't felt like this in a very long time. someones actually talking to me all day. having a good ass conversation that dosen't involve anything sexual. i need this, and i been waiting for something like this for a while. i'm not going to jump into conclusions and think this could be it ending my "being single", since kevin.. but i don't know.. i like where this is going.

i like having someone make me feel good. and actually taking the time to get to know me. no rush involved. thank god. i'm really happy, but i'm still confused.. i just don't want to get wrapped up in something.. not worth it. i'm not going down that path again.

tommorow will be fun, class will be easy. going to get sushiiiii tommorow :) YESS, to satisfy our craving, since we went to berkley last night, all we sawww was sushi.. so why not get some! and then ill see the person, whos been making me smile later that night. ugh. what a day. <3

"what do you wanna do tommorow? anything in mind?"

"mm.. no, but as long as your with me, i'm all good."