sunday.

im here at home, no work. kind of just a relaxing day for myself, i guess.

so this weekend was kinda bleh. friday, went to the club; which was a fucking fail mission. what basically happened: get there. no line. get kicked out "smelt like alcohol" with alexis. we wait to "sober up". go back. BIG ASS FUCKING LINE. get in 12:15ish. club was alright.. then kilt by all these gay ass songs. get hella tired. leave. i was hella mad on the ride home, and vince, alexis and i almost died because of alexis's dumbass hahaha.. but oh well.. we are taking a break from clubbing until the 16th, for bayhypes rockin' that thang. hahaha. thats the one we are all juiced for.

yesterday was okay. i stressed out what time to go to work, but josh and yvonne helped me out. work was easy all day; esp. when james left. everyone was hella cool; we all just talked and chilled. i saw hella people too. like sherich's dumb ass -_- , alexa, even my SOULLMATEEE :] i ended up seeing justin and blaine, picking up stuff.. and then me alexa, and melanie went to go chief.. and tac tac the bmw; got hella fuckin' zoooooteed. jesus. almost die driving because of my contacts... then passout.

today.. im just kind of tired. i might go on a walk later with teejay, and yeah. i can go take pictures if i really want to, but i just dont want to go get ready, and plus i dont even know how many shots i have left in my roll.

but life is good. i just miss my bestfriend, even though we call and text everyday. hahaha. but oh my plan is gonna be hella fuckin' dope... which i could plan right now.. and then thursday i have to drop off my mommy :[ and shes going away for a month.. ugh, fml. then going to the lake that day too. wooo.

and with other things. i been having weird dreams about people in my past; and i dont know what its telling me. but im okay with a couple people.. but friend wise.. no.. but being "cool." sure. well see what happens. but i just wonder, why ?

"maybe you deep inside wanna patch things up?"
"SHIT. who fuckin' knows, even though... is it?..."
"hah, maybe you do? weird."
"but if thats the problem, i dont think i'm the one to should have to do it. they have to. so if they are ready, they can go ahead, i'm down."