sunday.

ouch, my ear fucking hurts still! its driving me insaneeee.

so work was alrightttt. easy; since james wasn't thereee. i saw hella people today. ryan, joe, caelum, corrina's mommy & aunty, stephanie and sc1. :] hahaha. it was hella pretty outside, i wish i didn't have work so i coulda enjoyed it..

im currently cleaning my room, and listening to music. and i just gotta put clothes away and probably get my outfit together for tomorrow so i dont search and have trouble. im so tired..

soo. i'm currently happy. my mommy is leaving in a week thats the only bad part; imma miss her and my dads probably gnna give me hell when she leaves.. but she says i can have people over and we are also cleaning out the garage to make this lounge place kinda. im kinda excited.

boys are okay. i think im developing a crush.. but i dont want to just because i dont. i hate the fact when theres a good guy out there... their just either gay, fucking taken or just too good of friends to ever be anything. i don't know. i'm not gnna lie i still miss the whole boyfriend girlfriend fling, but ugh.

i just want something new you know? something fresh. you know, the comfortably of them being there. your bestfriend, where i dont need to be holding back doing anything stupid. and im just sexually frustrated too. hahaha, i need to be satisfied! :] <3>if i told you what i truly wanted.... thats super cheat. impress me and if we click we click! sooo if you are out there.. find me.