"dont depend on the american dream.."

today, or tech. yesterday was... ehhhh, alright. my day was busy busy busy. lemme break it down for you.

-school: 9-10:50 ( ditched math, because its a SHITTY class )
soc, we watched 2 movies. "pursuit of happiness" not the will smith movie fyi. "a girl like me". the first movie was about denmark, being marked the happiness country on this planet, because they don't expect too much. they believe straight up on thinking positive and caring what is needed most, like not having too high/much expectations. did you know denmark students get FREE education even through college, university or not. its FUCKING FREE. lucky huh?

"A girl like me." was the most... wowing short documentary ever. Its about how this society is so built on sterotypes and racism. the one that suprised me was on the test about black dolls and white dolls. Which was was more prefered? the white doll. MOST of all those kids were black and all picked the white doll, because their beliefs were that it was the "nicer" doll, and that it was better then the black doll. its so sad to see we came a long was from racism but, FROM this day we still are at the same stage we were a couple years ago. im too speechless, it awas the most depressing shit i watched. truth fucking hurts, and us as people suck balls.

-melanies.
-enjoy the nice weather, burned.
-chill and talk.
"i'm kind of like stupid right now..."

-FOOD; applebees. HELLA FULL.
-tj maxx, gots me a hella cute bag <3
"its meant to be!"

-library.
-mikhail.
-tapexxx! ( aly, sherilynn, ben, john, vince and brian. ) see hella people there like wilson, mike joe, and mr.salmon aka. jt.
"DAMNNN smashing through the parking lot!" "Hey you better let me hit if you bout to hit me"

-meet thug nasty's parents; too cute :))).
-vallejoo.. had to pee HELLA bad, and melanie & ben were trying to ruin my life.
"TICKLE HER!!" "duddeee i will throw up!"

-garage session. beastin at guitars, drums and rap.
"TOOHARDFORTHEFUCKINGRADIO".
-burn, gig, chill. split.
-tjmaxx wif mother.
-get blaine & mel.
-burn, starbucks ( so akward with the "pigs" )
"oink oink". " IS THAT __" " SWEAR?... nah...."
-paraniod park, kilt.
"OMGGG!! his body is spilt!!!!!!!"

my friday night was basically chill and kind of kilt. our expectation for the night was high, since we thought we were going to some party but eneded up not, but whatever i had a fun time today.

i called him today. he sounded hella tired or some shit, but i forgot he dosen't live out here. he told me that he might come down tommorow, or either next weekend and forsure to call me if hes coming so we can see each other. "oh yup." :) yay.

i'm super tired and i got work tommorow at 2:45. ugh, but at least i get off at 8:30 riiiiight? YES! i hope i see him.. or do something fucking CRACKIN!