what a fuckin' day. i wake up know what i had to do, so i got up and did my thang. got my check, asked to switch but that was fucking pointless; im losing 5.25 hours of work on my next paycheck, this fucking blows so therefore saturday better be crackin'.
i fucking smoked all day.
- vince mel alexa.
- vince mel.
- levi, vince, mel, alexis.
- blaine, mel, levi, vince. (2)
= 6 times?! jesus.
i feel weird. i dont know if i even like this certain someone. its like one day i think i do, then when its right there, i dont think i want to anymore. im scared, because i feel kind of selfish, why because i like that feeling of flirting and etc, but then again i don't want to ish? ugh this is very complicated.
i'm hella... down. theres some shit i never wanted to happen. i love my bhfl; but i dont know if shits still the same. this is fucking irritating. he fucking burned me, and i swear i feel like shit. i mean what the fuck. it wasn't that easy getting around, my car was fucking broken and is till this day. my parents are fucking lame and wont let be out, and for me to do everything myself, fucking was too much for me. you didnt even try tho either, thats just.. ugh i dont even know, i just feel like i fucked up.
ugh now my mood is kilt.
im sorry.
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