right now, i'm feeling like shit in general. i don't even know what fucking set me off, to let me feel like the way i do. i'm getting angry and irritated off everything, even passed shit.
things aren't making sense. i'm tired of things in general. im tired of this point school shit. i'm tired of working my ass off. i can't even sleep normal. i can't eat anything "good".
i'm getting lightweight irritated to this whole single bullshit. i'm not even sure why passed things ended.
i'm sick how im still in love im fucking tired of wondering what made me not worth the try.im sick of all the games being played upon me. i'm sick of assholes. i'm fucking over flakes. and i'm fucking fed up with confusion. i starting to feel kind of pathetic or not worthy, but with all this said. ill never put myself down.
in general. maybe im just fucking afaird of being alone and i sure will be honest i still havent got used somebody not being there. im starting to go crazy and im craving for the littlest things out there.
i miss holding someones hand. telling them i miss them. telling them they should come hang out with me and with a sec they will be there. someone i can count on to talk to. i just... want things to be there..
i dont even know what im talking about.
im bout to fucking go insane.
GOD DAMMIT.
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