WHAT THE FUCK?

i can blog?!

Santa cruz was on saturday september 6, 2008. It was alexa, melanie, jasmine, don, danny, morgan, david, blaine and i. it was hella chill and crackin. the others who was suppose to go was kt & b ( no money?), chadwic ( had mandatory work? ), jaketheflake ( had to fix his tire, which he never "called" me. )

we offically didnt leave at 8 the way we planned because somehow the fucking yukon battery died, which was fucking weird cas it never has before. and so we had to charge it for a while, and we ended up leaving at like 9 - 10 i suppose?


first stop was gas at ampm, then switched seats first row, don jasmine blaine. 2nd row, danny aeriel morgan. third row david melanie alexa... and off we went. we sang. talked, took pictures, then finnaly the first blunt came around. haha, higggh. hahah nice. we finnaly got there and their was lightweight traffic and the drive seemed like FOREVER.

we parked then ate our lunch, which was sandwiches, chips and salsa, and brownies and string cheeese. haha. crackin, then first stop BEACH! it was hella warm and nice so we all jumped in the FREEZING water.. which felt good. we got knocked over in the waves and shit. lmfao. it was halirous. then we layed for a bit and decided to go smoke again, which felt like a fucking oven in there... and then off we went to find funnel cakes. that shit was HELLA sweeeet for me. haha we almost died. then we decided to ride like two rides which was haunted castle which me and blaine were partners.. and it was scary but WEAK. lmfao. -_- then we rode the tsunami which was fucking halirous. me blaine and mealnie got squished hella bad. it was halirousssssss.

then we decided to hit the beach one more time, cas it was fucking soooo good to be on the beach, morgan and danny hit the water again, while melanie alexa don and david went on a walk on the beach. me & blaine ended up taking a good ass nap and jasmine reading her book. then i wake up from morgan and danny spitting seeds at me, and i was on the phone with my lovely bhfl.

and finnaly we decided we were starrrvvvvinnng. lmfao. so we decide to say goodbye to boardwalk, and ended up eating at woodstock? we ordered only one pizza ended up getting a freeee one too. hah :) we decided to also hit up the draaaank we got in the car. haha..

we giggggin we slaaaappin, but i got bored easily sitting in the shotgunish. haha and my drunkcrash made me sleeeepy. then finnaly we got hommeee, cleaned the car out and they all decided to smoke again, i was out of that and hella tired. me ryan danny blaine and melanie attempted to do a group picture and the fucking timer was hella slow. it was halirous.

and finnaly we all decided to go home cas my dad was gonna come out of the cuts. i drive home blaine, melanie and morgan, and i go home and pass out.

overall. i had a fucking good ass time. the beach was favortie part when i got to take that nice ass nap. i got browner too, i got to get away from the stress and drama that was in my head.

so it was nice to finnaly get away. the thing that started to piss me off was just how i wish i brought some i liked with me. it be nice to lay close to somebody or run in the water with, or even just you know share some kisses once in a while. and so things started to irritate me in general how i wanted a bf.. and somehow it was making me weak.

ugh i dont know. im just... craving for somebody, but with me being like three times more pickier its hard to actually be intrested in somebody here in fairfield anyways.

but i mean god has made me single for a reason, my boy will come soon, i believe. ill just have fun.

blog more later, when i have more energy. hahaha.