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i'm starting to get fucking irriatated and pissed so easily, its drving me crazy. i hate feeling like this.

i'm really sick and tired of how i look. i mean, im NOT SKINNY or whatever. its def. irritating standing next to someone who is def ten times better looking then yoy. emo you can call it.. its actaully a fucking reality check for me. im so sick of this shit. TAKE DOWN THOSE PICTURES. I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM... well at least me.

god. i dont even know. i feel fucking sad. pissed. angry. lonely all in one. i feel like crying but i ownt... because im not gonna be a hopeless pussy ass loser. -_- god. i neeeeed someone fun and motivating. Thursday maybe will help.. but now im losing everything right now. im def not looking forward or anthing right now... basically just having me some alone time.

CALM DOWN. SHIT. i mean its not like i had a bad day or something.. it was warm.. i had a cute outfit.. didnt wear makeup.. class wasnt as boring... after school was cool... drove to micheals and got matthews project... hanged a little with morgan and matt and had some funny shit going on... and finished the project AND BAM. i dont know. thats my day.. and now im mad.


fucking weird right. i dont know what imma do right now. imma burn cds and maybe write a letter.. who knows. FUCK YOU.