temptation.

the feeling of this all is regretfull; but in the long one everyone wins....


the way you were so close, the way you and me were face to face... it all felt...... not the same. i was searching for all the things i use to hold on so close. for some reason; its all lost. how badly i believe i miss the person that i use to call my everything; but after a while i think i found my answer. i will never love you again. and im most def. okay with that.

i felt sick, i felt like a wanted to throw up, i felt like i wanted to pass out but the same time i didn't give a fuck what was going on, i just needed something, but now i'm most likly again on the hunt. finding that certain someone to give me butterflies, someone to give me the feeling i'm not alone, and give me the overall feeling of pure happiness; till then i'm all good in the hood.

shitty friday.

TAC TAC THE SCRAPE SCRAPE.



my day was long, and chill even though the night just seemed to be more; alone/"me" time. sooo hopefully tommorow night can be crackin' one timer?! kthanks.




"player". ah kekeke, too much fun.

bite me.

long time no blog. i haven't really had time to actually sit on the computer, think of something spiffy to say and tell the world my current issues and fascinations; i think it might be a good think taking a break from this thing.

i am currently tired, my feet feel like i walked around disneyland three times and back. my scheduale for sleeping is so messed up; safeway sucks. i got school tommorow; im not too excited but it won't be toobad. what else is bothering me is the fact i misplaced my liscence... i hope its in my dads car, which ill check early morning when theres sunlight.

anywho, life's been dandy. the usual. school, work, lovely friends, chill, hang, etc. nothing to exciting but not to dull. i seem to go everywhere these days. i ate sushi with the trio plus blaine which was sooooo bomb. got to hookah out of alexis's new nifty hookah. been lit for these couple of days, im ready for the weekend.

ify about clubbing. down for party this sat..., and maybe some sort of trip or relax day too add.

im mind seems blank because i'm literally bout to pass out after i shut down this son of a bitch.


boys? hahaha, lets say... theres plenty. and im having fun. this who single idea is getting to me.. i'm most def. liking it. and every dude is different.. ahahah.. just now to to choose. hahha sike ill let it beeee. :)

ill blog later. i need to sleep pronto!

its been a while.

my spacebar is fucking up. and im bout to rip this shit off and be like " YOU BETTER FIX YOUR SHIT!!" hahaha, just kidding. im in an okay mood, excited. energized. just a tad tired but ill live.. i wanna read for 30 mins; im currently reading a book called boytoy. its actually pretty good. i like itt.

i had alot of shit on my mind today, and actually alot to actually write and actually would be a nice blog entry..... but to be honest. i'm lazy, and this is the last of my intrest. so i'm going to cut this short, and maybe blog tommorow night, or even ... actually i will tommorow, you guys are in for a treat.


goodnight.