ZOMBIE

thats what my shirt says.
&&& today is daniel son's and little don's birthdays, so happy birthday to the both of you.

i'm super lazy, like i feel like i don't want to do anything, i want to crawl up in a little ball and eat some pumpkin pie then maybe pass out till its evening. :)

but of coruse, i do have work at 3:45. and i work so much next week too, and it feeelsss goood. haha. the downside to that i get these weak 4 hour shifts, but its better than nothing.

i want to do s much shit, but its so hard with everyone working and doing this and that, its hard to actually have a settled plan.

we want accomplish more bangin' bonfires, go spend and gamble at jackson, we want to go camping, we want to go snowboarding and rent a cabin, and go on picnics, and do anything possible. i'm happy with all these crazy down to anything people. i believe we all need to explore and do shit once in a while, and thses people make it happen. thank you lord.


and with something else i wanted to blog about.
....FAKE people. ugh i'm getting really sick of these people, and i'm ready to kick you out of my life. people can't do this shit anymore, like literally your how old. in college, doing this and that. having a new fucking boyfriend/girlfriend every month? come on please, and you say you love them. fuck that shit, abusing so much of this relationship shit. whatever, and never tell me you apparently "love" me or "miss" me because you play the same fucking role everytime someone new pops up in your life. "best friends fo life" my ass. shut the fuck up, and talk to me when you actually are my friend.

good day.

gobble gobble.

happy thanksgiving, im excited for today. just being with family, maybe get some cash money, some fucking bomb ass food, and just... relaxing you know?

i'm thankful for my bestest of friends, i'm thankful for my loving family, i'm thankful for my job, i'm thankful for having a freaking awesome end of a year, i'm thankful for acai berry, i'm thankful my birthday was crackin this year, i'm thankful for the funest bonfire & hookah sessions, i'm thankful for everything that was amazing so far, i'm thankful for a brightful future, and i'm thankful for being fucking happy overall with my life.

and for all the rest of you fuck faces, you guys can go suck a fuck. :)


&&&
for all the plans coming up i'm so JUIICCCEEDD.

finnaaa gammmbleeee at jackson, gonna snowboard, gonna camp, gonna do this and that. shit i'm ready.





eatttttt welllllllllll :D
yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. i cant wait

hands are cold as ice... again

i dont understand why the right hand is always colder then the left hand when im on the computer.


i'm tired, work was fucking gay as hell. i got my 8 hour shift tho. the thing with that tho... everyone left me with billions of carts and literally pushed back 187 cars back, in 50 mins. SHIT. that was fucking hellll.


i cant wait till thursday, paycheck &&& thanksgiving PLUS!! i'm off.
god damn. im happy. oh weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

hmm. imma try to spit some game at this one felllooww..
hahahahahah well see how that shit goes tommorow. :P



ps: georgia don't worry, your still on my mind.
but going away little by little, sucks.. but whatever.

im tired. ill blog about things thats been on my mind also in the morning.
night. or.. morning?!

why is it so cold?

i'm freezing, and i don't know how to keep warm.

i'm actually quite bored too, i'm off and off again tommorow, so.. what a waste of a sunday, i kind of wish i was working today, i need the money so bad.

so, things are kind of just bleh. i'm getting bored. Actually i'm really tired. i mean not of everything, but trying to keep up with everything, phew. i work, then end up hanging up hella late, or either just stay up super late. seesh, i can't be doing this no more, i'm putting my body is a bad place.


i think i either might make a cake.. or do something productive. i'm so bored, and i just been thinking lately.. i think i might write someone a note, or even draw. i miss doing things like that.

ugh, stress is wack.