finally my computer is back & alive.

i have nothing to say really, except things have been going good. playing major BP, and making that money closing every single night this week at safeway. weird enough, they changed up my schedule to make me open every day next week, 6am -3. great, so use to sleeping late, now i have to get use to waking up HELLA FUCKING EARLY. whatever.

ITS FINALLY AUGUST!? ... well almost. YAY!

ps: happy birthday justin!

new layout..

well, i tried changing this shit because i was getting tired of my old one
and since i'm a lazy shit head today... then why not? i'm not done though. -_- i still got to add things here and there but i'll do that later. i just realized its almost 5PM already?! i woke up super late today.

i got work later tonight.. lucky me.. SIKE! 7:45pm - 12:00am? you must be fucking kidding me... but today is payday! ... and tonight we are redoing our wake and bake since we were all zombies from last night and woke up 5 hours later then we were suppose to... and i'm off tomorrow, going to spend the day with twin, to get my C.C. ticket, and do some random shit.

yay, i think i should go nap or something, then get ready for work. epic fail.

BESTDAY of the summa

I HAD A FUCKING AWESOME DAY.

slept in, and had an amazing sleep. went to safeway to check about my pre-checker test... and i didn't have to retake it so i turned in my application :D i finally got my new debit card ordered since my old one DIED. D: but i get one with a flower on it... met up with alexis and walked around to kill time and bought drinks & a lunchable... i forced alexis to talk to my manager and he did it, even asked to write down his info and everything... i hope alexis can get a job with us... just hope he ain't lazy -_-

met up with twin, then justin, jen, nicole, bocci and alife and on the way to berryessa. it was fuckin' hot out there... and was really god damn relaxing. they cooked burgers and hot dogs, and we smoked 4 blunts [PINKPATHER KUSH?]... it was good chillin', listening to mac dre and the cool kids, getting destroyed by flies and had epic fails like justin forgetting the foil -_- but we managed to hookah, it was good shit. the drive was awesome driving there and back, besides the fucking stupid slow ass drivers... minus the dude in the white truck.. HE WAS FUCKIN' DIPPIN'!!!!!!! i got to listen to the whole laidback luke set from EDC ... and trying to find my song. I WISH i went to EDC :/ but hey there's always next year.

chilled with my mom and ate awesome dindin, and decided to treat my mommy and robby to ice cream truck since we caught him outside. after a quick watch of tv, i headed out to suisun to jelly's house with ari & morgan. played wii, while alexis and them copped beer and tree. kristy, cashmier and twin was there.. i got to meet gene and vino. lost against gene, vino and CARRIED morgan through the whole game..vince, inni, bravo, "kobe", and 3 other girls came. played more games of bp, vince sucks as a partner so we lost. smoked a blunt then won two more games with morgan. i was FUCKING CROSSFADED. and played so more wii and then one...more blunt then the night was over.

i'm still kinda buzzin'. today was awesome. i got to see and hang with people i haven't seen in ages... i'm glad my externship is over... BECAUSE I CAN FINALLY GO OUT NOW.. sucks that summer is ending. -_- fml. ...there was hella bp tonight. sorry chadwic, antoich!? man... i need my car to be fixed D: and JAKE!? what the.. i miss that guy xD

things are going good. i'm happy. well, wake and bake tomorrow. goodnight.

ew.

never again. and watch out, my bestfriends will knock some fuckin' sense into you.
yuck, for creepy, pathetic losers. you are sick as fuck. that's why no one likes you.
don't ever talk to me like that again. desperate piece of shit.

G R O W T H E F U C K U P.

LADIES, never take shit from no boy!

weird week..

this whole week was suppose to be exciting, but all i got was unsurprising things turn up.

i sprained my neck, and have been in pain NOT knowing it was sprained until i went to the emergency room at 2am. yeah, i haven't been in the best mood. all it was pain, and sadness. poor me :( but thank god! i have stronger ibuprofen, muscle relaxers and vicodin. WAHOO!

RIP TITO RAMON, my poor mommy is in sadness and let her have my Ben&Jerry's half baked froyo. it made her more happy, so she deserves it. and for the other family stuff... people arent perfect :/ so i just wish the best for everyone, and i hope the pain can go away asap. its time to move on..

but other news, i finshed my externship! and they all told me they wish they can keep me :( BUT Christine my pharmacist manger says i got first dibs if they get an opening because she really wish i could stay. HOW AWESOME IS THAT? Got awesome refrences, and esp. FIRST dibs on a spot there! That place is awesome.
& finally the posting for promotions are UP! Checker, Night crew, Produce, and some random one... I signed up for the checker and produce one, even though i know i'm getting produce ;) YAY!!!!!! MORE HOURS & a RAISE! I cannot wait.

this week should be exciting, monday i'm going on an awesome adventure w/ twin and getting my C.C ticket! and hopefully watching despicable me with my girlfriend :D she's treating me! i wanna get a hair cut too... which i think i am... hmm..

CANNOT WAIT FOR AUGUST!!!

i keep my guard up

because i'm afraid to be hurt again.

BYEBYE july

i can't wait till this fucking month is over.

happy 4th

currently chillaxin with two of my favorite boys; alexis and morgan. then spend the rest of my day being lazy till i slave away at slaveway. at least i'll be with vince tonight working.. somehow planning to piss off matt. we were suppose to bring fireworks, but didn't have time to buy some and alexis ended up taking all of vince's anyways -_-

whatever though, i missed 4th of july last year.. so why does it matter anyways? i thought my family wasn't going to be doing an ything to night so i didn't feel as sorry for myself.. but i found out that they actually are going out tonight. FML.

oh well, money is money.

I'M TRYNA STACK BLUHHHD, hahaha!

"VINCENT! STOP TALKING BLACK!"

vince's mom is halirous.

i hope the fireworks look lovely tonight. happy 4th. goodbye.

where to go.

I'M IN DESPERATE NEED OF A VACATION.
this externship and work is defiantly killing me. physically, emotionally, i don't know if i can last any longer.. BUT, hey! i only have 2 more weeks, or lets say 10 more days in exact and ITS ALL OVER. I'll live.

I cannot wait till August is here. Crystal Castles with Twin, Blowup: Stevie Akoi, A WHOLE WEEK a way from this hell hole, Fairfield: L.A/DISNEY LAND then Arizona. Then it begins...