not to long before its over.

i wish i went to EDC, Warped Tour, & PRIDE, but there's always next year.. october, you know we are there. LovEVo.

3 more weeks to go, and i'm done. right now, all i am is money hungry. i want to work, work, work. I WANT MONEY. i have to many things plan, i must save money.. but things are going swell and i can't ask for anything else.

DISNEYLAND & ARIZONA. PARAMORE. LOVEVOLUTION2010.

ps: i'm not going to waste my time on baby shit. got a problem? first of all, your the one reading my blog. don't like what you read? then what the fuck are you doing here?! stop reading my blog, and move on.

my blog, my opinions, my thoughts.
and that's that.

oh yeah yeah yeah.

today i started my externship. its pretty chill, everyone... well who i met so far is kind and sweet. i think it will be done in no time, because time flew by SO FAST! ... only thing is, i have to get use to waking up early and sleeping in early. for example: tomorrow i work 9-3 at the pharmacy then AS SOON as i get off i have to head to work for 3ish - MIDNIGHT. FUCK MY LIFE, i'm bout to be tired as fuckkkk. :/

did i tell you i love my mom? she treated me and my brothers (minus robby) to lunch at chikafila, then toy story 3 WHICH i FUCKING LOVE. thank you pixar for letting me relive my childhood. you made me tear, so you WIN! then after she took us to get clothes for my brothers and pair of shoes for me :] HOW SWEET.

oh yeah! happy national skateboarding day, sadly i didn't get to skate for the fact i was uber busy all day... and also... FIRST DAY OF SUMMER! woooooooooooo. i need to hurry up and choose if i wanna go to warped tour on sat, or work... hmm.. because EVERYONE'S going to be at EDC :/ lucky assholes.

ps: happy birthday. its weird how i forgot but then i remembered. this date could either be a good or bad. the memories are starting to float in, but whatever. good times. i hope things are going well.... but the same time... i could care less :P ahahahahha. oops.

sickly.

being sick and only allowed to be home.

my overly thinking mind is so doing work.

save me.

things are looking up, oh finally..

i got my externship. m-f, 9-3, not bad. 30 hours a week, and require only 120 hours? oh dude, i'll be done in 5 weeks.

hello ms. pharmacy technician.

I talked to my manager J.C. and said if i wanted to go into produce, and be a produce clerk/checker. 24hrs granteed a week, and a raise? HELL YEAH! and he said he's willing to work around my externship, because school is more important. I love my manager, he's awesome.

TODAY WAS GOOD.

depression begins.

something doesn't feel right. i feel very incomplete. i'm lost and drowning in these useless thoughts. i'm starting to lose my faith, and hope so quickly...its scary.

someone please take me away.

cry me a fucking river.

man, give me a fucking break. now all of a sudden you want to complain why people don't want to hang out with you anymore. you fucking left right when you got your stupid girlfriend, how many times did we try for you to come out? how many times did we call, and hit you up to do this and that? and the same response everytime. your fucking whipped as hell by your "wonderful girlfriend" that loves to not speak to anyone and mugs every girl that says hello to you, and esp. me? we been friends way longer than your whole relationship with this girl, and you want to put this bitch in front of all of us? nice.

you can go ahead and keep crying. no one cares. we gave up way to long ago. we all know even if you want to just hang out right now, the next couple days you will be gone again once more and ignore, ditch us over and over again. your just like everyone else, so fucking wrapped up in their so called "love".

so the next time you would like to complain about why you don't have friends or don't want to respond to you, think about the past couple months what you been doing.

good luck with your shit.

silly boy.

i just saw a picture of you, and i'm not going to lie, you look so damn cute... but HAH! cute dosen't cut it. i'm not falling for that trick again.

LOVE, aeriel.

money on my mind.

i missed ETD POP. teejay got hit by a car (2 fractured legs, discolated hip), recovering, might need surgery. JOB Promotion Offers? Externship Papers finally done, closer to being a Pharmacy Tech. Matthew's Graduation on Friday.

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WANT: L.A./EDC. Audiotistic. Honda Civic Tour: PARMORE.