time's up.

i guess, we will never know.

ladies and gents:

please don't tell me we wasted all those days for nothing.

everything dosen't seem to make sense. i try to retrace and follow through what the hell happened. i'm stuck. i'm lost. i'm confused as hell.. but one main thing.. i'm getting sick and tired for having to keep fixing bullshit actions that aren't even mine. should i give up now? it just seems too easy, but the weight lifted off my shoulders can be a total breather.

the disappointment grows more as the days fly by. its sad to keep staring at what it all has become. i feel left disgusted with what people decide to do... i just can't believe of all people, you were the one to let it all go, to throw away friendships like its nothing more than useless trash. i don't know if this is becoming a sign, telling me maybe its time to stop looking back on something that will maybe... never be fixed.

i just need to say one thing: to the people who might be might be blind by their "love", to people that use bullshit excuses to run away, to the people who use their "all of a sudden - enemy" as an excuse..... so tell me what, what was all that small talk, all that time spent together, the bond growing more and more... i swear you cared before, what made you easily decide you don't give a damn anymore? its scares me how good human beings could be good at the things they do; using selfishness to its fullest, a handful of temptation, and a pinch of bullshit mixed in all together.

i just hope you don't realize too late, for the wrong decisions bubbling up in your head. and tell you one thing: i wish i can tell you all i wish things can just go back how they were and i miss you like hell, but note to self: can't always get what you want... and that's just how life is.

just don't give up so soon,
its not that hard to spare some time to fix something so easily,
its time to man/lady up and deal with your problems.
good luck, and goodbye.

long story short.

i just grabbed a pocketfull of bullshit liars.

here's some advice for you, if you have a problem, then dont fucking cry about it. get your sorry ass up and doing something about it. stop blaming your other peers for what your doing, you god damn hypocrite. the majoirty of you are over fucking 18, and you still seem to stay in your highschool mindset, its sad to say can you grow the fuck up now?

muah.

We all wet our lips to prepare for the kiss
But it never came
And we all wet our lips to prepare for the kiss
It was but a game