hello tuesday.

what a super easy day. no school no work. hanged with lesley, melanie. hanged all day with stequeezy<3.> i'm going to fix my bmw, thanks to my big brother.

PS: still juiced for my plannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

&&& the bestfriend called today too. talked for an hour. my day was all good.

- 2 days till mommy leaves for the p.i. *sigh D:

the refreshing start.

^ hahah thats from jamrock, last friday. mookie is crazzzy! hahahaha. and i look moded. -_- fail.

today is nice out, i'm getting lightweight tired.. i kind of want to sleep or nap for a bit, for the fact i do got work today at 4:15... ah kekeke.. four fifteen..

my last blog still got me thinking, i cant stop staring at the pictures. memories just keep floating in. i couldnt believe the things i remembered and all the shit i didn't write down. man; if i can tell you my life story it would be some interesting to read or either watch. its good to have times like this.. and i'm glad you guys like my blog... and even got you thinking about your memories. haha, mann. refreshing.

this week, i got to pay off my debt. ugh, drop off the moms :(((( on thurs. look up outfits for prom; oh btw. i'm going to rodriguez prom this year, haha; i'm going with robert, he seems like the chick too.. planning everything out. going to the lake with hopefully most of BAJAMDAM. because we plannned too. and for my bestfriends birthday coming up.. what i got in store for you mister! :] tooo juiceddddd. ugh. i dont know what to think of!

me and melanie went to look at shorts today, and just summer shit; and trying to upgrade our clothes we are eighteen outtherreee. oh yeah; disneyland this summer tho!? still need to get my paramore ticketttsss ! sherilynn where you at?!

jesus i'm doing everything on my list.
i had a picnic. went to santa cruz. went gambling. clubs. and hella more.

a trip down memory lane.

for all the things that ever happened in my eighteen years of existence; i will never know why things happen so good as much as they go bad. if i can ever go back in time, i will be the first to jump on that time machine. pictures are just one of the things i can still look back on, and feel the happiness. i remember those days, those nights, it was like a breathe of fresh air. i still can't believe of all the people i met, and all things i ever went through in within just one year. i still have probably so many pictures i can show you, and the ones i wish i could of shown you. i miss everyone, every single person i met over the years, dosen't matter what we have been through; breakups, to drifting away, from selfish drama to just moving on.

i miss people from oakbrook, i miss others from green valley. i remember freshman year with all the asians with a hint of geoff and them. . i fuckin' miss summer 06'. i miss those random "FAMILY" days, when every day was the same, eating pudding & wearing those rubber braclets. i miss fucking walking the streets of cordelia and without having to get around with a car. i miss sophmore year; meeting baker, k-lum and the gang. i miss marilynn and her crazyself, even though it was just crazy going through that. i miss J.A.M.. i miss eating after school everyday at my house with JAM. i miss those nights in my court and the nights in rancho. i miss drinking redbull. i miss talking everynight on aim. i miss talking about "mela-don", "shoerack." i miss my bhfl. i miss tiffany, when she was my other half. i miss playing halo, and being scared by jeremy foy. i miss blaine being my bestfriend and sleeping over. i miss junior year, when i met alot more people and had the best year of my life. 051907. i had the best friends, i had the best times, i miss the people i was always with.

from direction to fresh. when skateboarding was my life. i remember drinking all the time, and having a blast just chillen in my room with everyone. i miss the class of 08' and i miss waking up for rod, i miss finding a parking lot with my bmw, i miss riding home with morgan, matt, oliver and robby. i miss giggin' and slappin' in kevin's camaro. i miss KT and her miada. i miss skatetrips to sac and to the marina. i miss going to matts house everyday. i miss playing rockband everynight. i miss those drives to vacaville or suisun. and i miss those nights kevin use to be over always till midnight. i miss feeling i was the luckiest girl alive.

and if i can go on, i would tell you more. and i wish i can see everyone again, the way we were. and for some reason, i couldn't stop smiling at every single one.

"things happen for a reason." and you know what, fine you can have that, but i will always have my memories; no matter how happy i was or even how hurt i was. i would go back and do it all over again.

now enjoy ( hella not in order... but yeah)

*hella wish i can show you alot more...... but this is what i found.