so tech. its newyears eve.

i just got off of work, and im most def. tired as fuck. my plans for buying tickets didn't really work out, so i must wake up early to see whats going on.

work was hectic today, fucking only me and yvonne were working. it was like hella hard to do anything. -_- ugggh but whatever. my mom and shit left tonight to vegas, and now my dads bitching at me for some money shit and its like wtf do you want me to do? shit. i dont have the money you need. dont fucking talk to me.

anyways, tech. "tonight" better be fucking crackin' cas im fucking dowwwwwwn. haha im excited to get dressed up and etc. woooo. :)



ill blog more later.

batman.

today was a fucking intresting day, or tech. "yesterday", but whatever.

i wake up, chill, actually clean my kitchen and still get bitched at. my dad is super fucking bipolar as usual, i dont understand him.

finnaly around 3, me and melanie head out to concord. and guess what we didnt even leave till like 8. HOLY SHIT. we got to see my bestfriend even spend his break with him, he got me a cookie :). we did some heavy shopping, found our bomb ass outfits. mhm new years WILL be cracccckin'.

so what is your plan for new years? so offically me, melanie and alexa are going to city night's NYE bash. its gonna be fucking ballin'. i wanna be perkkkkkkkeeddd. and also wanna dance my ass off. its gonna be mmhmhmh.. i cant even explain im am too juiced. JOIN US?

hahaha. omg... i am too juiced.

and that dude from hatclub... mmmm you fail. but what a great attempt. hahaha
got hollered plenty too. hahahaha. -_________- but we are most def. stepping our game up. YES !

then smoked, got hella high with blaine, justin and melanie. and rented batman from longs. alexis met up with us and watched half the movie, and then morgan finnaly came.
that movie was too long, but it was pretty intense.

im fucking tired, night.

ROUND 3; dinner sundays.

the guests: i, blaine, melanie, matt, alexa, justin, alexis and morgan.
missing david :( BAJAMDAM + the bestfriend - david, my twin.

this sunday consist of 35 dollars worth. LIME CHICKEN/TOFU STIRFRY. it was fucking bomb.
it had helllaaaa veggies ! me and blaine.. are a fucking team. everyone came around 7ish, which was good. alexa brought over some eggnog cake, that was pretty good.

i gave everyone their gifts finnaly, it was so cute watching everyones reacting, i love that feeling. blaine esp. me and melanie got him a phone :) because he most def needs one. and that we need to know where that nigga is. his reaction was pricelessss.

we chiefed 2 blunts.

then ate hellaaa bomb ass mint cookie ice cream & also some chocolate cookie ice cream... mmmm. had the first hookah session yummy strawberry & guava! then played two games of kings cup. HAHA, i fucking lost the second game. and i got pretty fucking perked. that game is hella funny. after we kilt the 30 rack, we were checkin' if this party was crackin' but got shutdown at the last min of thinking. so we finnaly said why not crack another hookah session. that was pretty bomb, got hella lightheaded. we had this plan of going bowling, but not everyone was ready.. reasons: had to go home. had no money. people were tired. so we decided to just keep that plan open for another night.

we sat down talked and watched music videos, and everyone had to spilt. i cleaned up hella good, but wtf SOMEONE fucking burnt my table and my FUCKING FLOOR. WHAT THEFUCK. i got so irritated, but whatever.

i was kind of in a ify mood towards the end of the night. because: tired much. sc2 is fucking confusing me. and im starting to feel jealous of.. who knows what.

sc2; ugh. i dont know, past nights, been hella talking, good convos and i can spy some flirting going on. but i dont knowww, theres just at times i get kind of CONFUSED?! lol. man, its like one second hes intrested, then hella kills it by saying something that will kill the mood for me. i think he likes messing with my head, which is fucking irritating. its like your intrested or not. just choose nigga.

but i need to just calm down and go with the flow.


and for the other thing, ill just keep it to myself.
goodnight. my sunday is again, crackin more than yours.

ps: tommorow, or tech. today... getting my bong or pipe ! yessssssirrr.
and maybe party this week... ill hit you up!

loves.

red and yellow leaves.

sometimes picking a blog title is hella tricky, so i just stared outside and picked whatever i saw that was intresting.

today is sunday which means... DINNERSUNDAYS! haha this is currently gonna be round 3, with plently of extra guests that never experienced our dinner sundays. for example: my bhfl and my besfriend, so it will be dope.

first sunday: burritos.
second sunday: pasta.
third sunday: STIRFRY?!

im so juiced, i love cooking with blaine, and just eating with everyone. we bout to have a dope hookah session as well, and maybe hop on that jello if we seem to get in hold of it.

well, im like super lazy today, that .. im just kind of bleh. i think i kind of wanna lay down for a bit and maybe take a shower.

ill blog more intresting stuff later. :)

can i have one ?

man, today was long and tiring. let me put this hella quick, concordmall TRAFFIC, forever 21, new fucking clothes, almost break my back with all the bags, saw my bestfriend at his work, then after the 5 hours there, we depart.

failure of trying to hang with the niggas because my dad kills it.
but i hang with melanie, go the mall, get blanies gift, fail to giving it to him, play with the photo booth, catch up with my bestfriend, and head home.

im tireddddd.


sc2.. mmm... can i get some tho? hahahah


and i cant wait to fucking club.
night.

merry christmas everyone;

christmas eve, was a hectic day for me. i had work at 6am till 3pm. it was so fucking busy, i hated it and i also hate how people acted. people are rude as fuck, im sorry your a day behind. next time be ready for this shit.

i cooked dinner with my mommy. we made some spagetthi, fish, garlic bread, potatoes, and pumpkin pie. haha. :) it was nice eating down with my mom and my brothers. my brothers are fucking stupid. we laughed hella hard, esp. cas jaycee kept farting, and of course adding our crazy ass laughs in there, it was crazy. so we all agreed after we ate we shall just open gifts. it was nice, i mean like i know we dont money and this and that, but it was good to see my brothers all happy.

i got robby a new deck, i got matthew a bluetooth so he can chat on warhawk, i got jaycee new pokemon cards and holders, i got my dad a sweater, and i got my mommy a good ass time at message envy, :D i got a heart diamond necklace, which im currently wearing.

im just happy overall. i dont need this and that. i just... happy.
so im glad this year is going out, relaxing and chill.

well later today ill be heading to santa rosa and hang down there till night.
imma bring me some... tree. hahaha :) and be high all day. HAHAHA.


ps: sc2. mmmmmmmm. haha :D

i am the substance.

this sunday was pretty dope.
i wake up deciding i wanted to get into the christmas spirit finnaly and i went off spending hellas hours doing that shit with matthew. im so juiced to get it ready... which im about to do after this blog.

people are so annoying. i hated people giving me road rage to park. im got sick of people running into to me or either try to walk hella slow in front of me. i hate how their was so many people at one one place at one time. but i saw pretty hot lookin' dudes finnaly in so long, " can i get cho numbah ? ". ah kekeke.

im super tired, and full from dinner tonight, so i guess sunday is dedicated to chill and cook dinner with the niggas and relax yeah? this sunday was bomb ass pasta. jesus. it was so good. im so proud of us makin are own pasta from scratch, down to making our garlic bread too? SHIIIT. we are to ballin', chiefed like 3 times tonight. damn i was pretty lifted.

i keep thinking of random things. its weird.. i dont know. its down to everything.
ill explain later. im getting uber tired.


tmmrw will be bomb working;
12:45 - 8:45. god damnnn.
then bonfire? yessir !

nigga its crackin'

haha sike. donnalyns wasn't a go. got there basically an hour or so late.


im high driving back to my house with alexis, melanie, mikhail, and tim.


uhm... today I hanged with my bhfl ... ahem... well I had a... nevermind. you'll never understand.

so how's your saturday ?

holy lord jesuss christ help me.

ah its like 2 in the morning and im here at alexis's house and m in like an ify mood. my car is hella making me mad.. which reminds me .. I need to call my auntie and get their car and have it. uggggh.

im hella on my phone right now. this is cool ah kekeke. blog whenever I want to and shit. wahoo !

my hours for work is pretty ballin' for next week im working like 30 hoursss. YES and like my check tech. yest and balllin' too. 152!

so all you readers out there and I told georgia how I feel and shit... and like yeah, things are good. I just feel hella relieved and shit, actually you know what ? I knida forgot I told him.

my bhfl is home. I was suppose to spend my hours before work with him but shit changes... after a while, I feel like he dosent want to see me as much like he sounded earlier today... but yeah maybe im just trippen... hmph.

well im off to watch COD4. they fail.

holy lord jesuss christ help me.

ah its like 2 in the morning and im here at alexis's house and m in like an ify mood. my car is hella making me mad.. which reminds me .. I need to call my auntie and get their car and have it. uggggh.

im hella on my phone right now. this is cool ah kekeke. blog whenever I want to and shit. wahoo !

my hours for work is pretty ballin' for next week im working like 30 hoursss. YES and like my check tech. yest and balllin' too. 152!

so all you readers out there and I told georgia how I feel and shit... and like yeah, things are good. I just feel hella relieved and shit, actually you know what ? I knida forgot I told him.

my bhfl is home. I was suppose to spend my hours before work with him but shit changes... after a while, I feel like he dosent want to see me as much like he sounded earlier today... but yeah maybe im just trippen... hmph.

well im off to watch COD4. they fail.

holy lord jesuss christ help me.

ah its like 2 in the morning and im here at alexis's house and m in like an ify mood. my car is hella making me mad.. which reminds me .. I need to call my auntie and get their car and have it. uggggh.

im hella on my phone right now. this is cool ah kekeke. blog whenever I want to and shit. wahoo !

my hours for work is pretty ballin' for next week im working like 30 hoursss. YES and like my check tech. yest and balllin' too. 152!

so all you readers out there and I told georgia how I feel and shit... and like yeah, things are good. I just feel hella relieved and shit, actually you know what ? I knida forgot I told him.

my bhfl is home. I was suppose to spend my hours before work with him but shit changes... after a while, I feel like he dosent want to see me as much like he sounded earlier today... but yeah maybe im just trippen... hmph.

well im off to watch COD4. they fail.

i think we are gonna die.

its so fucking cold right now, its completly insane how cold it is. when i was doing carts earlier at 11, holy shit when i got back inside, i never felt so fucking cold in my life. SHIT. the world is def. changing.


i had a weak shift at work, even though i got to see everyonnne i wanted to see almost. i got to say hi to jessica & kevin. i got to hang and chill with jc, vince & jasmine for a bit. then i was alone. haha, time went my fast, and i didnt have much to do so i was content with work.


i wanted to hang out, or do something, but whatever.
i finnaly have ideas for what im gonna get people, even tho i shouldnt get people things, but i just really have to even if its something small and little. its the thought that counts right? haha, its so weird because i never realized how near christmas is... even though im kind of not even in the spirit this year. but i just seem to always have at leasst a little in me. :)


ps: my bhfl is SUPPOSE to come home in like a day.
i hope i get to see that nigga like he said i was.

welp well see how my day goes,
easy 11:30-3:30 shift.
then ICEEEEECREAAAAAAM :)
yay. <3

kings cup & bomb ass burrittos:

my sunday was complete good ass day. i finnally need to do something after this not so good week.

i go to walnutcreek/concord, with the trio. i have neg. bank so it was irritating to be around alll these ... CLOTHES i wanted. hahaha. shit, its not goood at alll. that was nice to just be out of fairfield for a couple hours.

i chill with my twin and chiefed with alexa and justin and got us some pizza that was FUCKING so gooooooood, i ate HELLA much, which was a mistake. holy crap i was full. :) "pizza for you!"

relax and just watch some tv with the brahbrahs and twin, it was new episodes so thank god i laughed and enjoyed that shit.

finnally went to foodmax with blaine, matt and justin, maybe a bit high, and thought it would be bomb to make some burrittos :) it was hellas good, im proud of me and blaines cooking skills. :) we are the best ! it was hella yummy for a matter of fact, we are on a mission to coook more dinners.
- we made some good ass smoothies as well with a hint of smirnoff, and decided why not and play kings cup. which was a fucking good ass idea, cas it was hella funnn. :)

i wish i had my camera, or either imma buy more poloriod flim.

& with the boy thing.. i got it covered, and i will listen to vince, "you dont need a man". haha. i got it. i mean it would be nice to have one cas it will complete my happy life, but its all good. im having fun.

hah, was your sunday like mine?
dont think so. FAIL.

goooodnight.

dear georgia,

I'm so iconoclastic; I'm clastic!
I only want you to think I'm fantastic.
I'll participate in what you believe,
If you give me the attention!
Yeah, yeah that's the only compensation
I want to be included in your conversation.

So am I "in" or am I "out"
What is there to think about?


besides that: someone shoulda took me to the ISMFOF show.
that was a sure mistake of not going, ugh i mega fail.

i want a day of full on relaxing.
someone take me out, and show me what we are really here for.
because im starting to get bad thoughts that are clouding my every thought.

i will tell you once, and never twice.
i'm not a fucking toy or whatever you might think i am,
i will not play your stupid game anymore.

i want someone real for once.



"..you dont need a man. like how i dont need a lady. just enjoy and have fun with your single life.."
but it would be nice to have someone.... right?
prove me wrong.

im most def. gone.

and i think at least on my behalf, the kickit was crackin, won a game of beer pong but lost two. i dont even remember hardly... enough. i know. i layed down and chilled with my twin, maybe put a drunk call here and there. i took plenty of jello shots. took a hit or two off the blunt. danced with people in the dark, and most def. i think im clearly understanding alot of shit.


georgia, im done playing these retarded games, go have fun. & stop deciding if you want to say hi to me or not.


sc2, why didn't you come, but i guess it wasnt meant to be.

and for everything else, imma pass out and get to you in the morning.

mhm.

georgia i def. dont know what to do with you anymore, fuck you too.

oh my aching tentacles

my body is fucking overrrly worked. im so tired, and im sooo happy, im off for these next past days, fucking fuck yes. get to relax, chill, party, and do whatever the fuck i want. haha.


work was easy, and slow, so basically i got lucky with fucking go backs, carts, and anything. i hope i didnt forget anything. stephanie is fucking hella cool, and im getting more sad and sad the fewer weeks she'll be with us. we decorated the checkstands, and jasmine will finish them up and make them all prettty. :) that was fun.

i offically decided i wanted to go somewhere whenever i get my future boo in line. i wanna spoil him out of his mind, take him somewhere where him and i can just sit down and talk, make him food that will make him fulllllll, make him feeel sooo gooddd like no one else has. i just can't wait to actually be in something with someone again, i mean.. i look back at my past relationship, i'm not gonna lie, it was quite a one year, and how many days, it was good while it lasted. i learned fucking hella shit. down to space, timing, love, gifts, trust, conversations and just doing all you can to make that person feeeel like their the best god damn thing that has happen to you.

i'm just saying whoever is my future boyfriend, down to my fucking everything. oh i swear, you wont regret poppin that question, " aeriel, will you be my girlfriend? ". OH WEE! haha, i shall be the best god damn thing that has happen to you alright. haha.

ahh kekeke, i cant wait.

one oreo, two oreo.

oh my god, this shit it too fucking gooodd its making me melt ;) hahahaa. just kidding, but it is hella good, its making me hellasss fulll.

today was rough, wake up from my dad asking me 21 questions and shit, and open my blinds up to blind me from the sun. had to work on my car and all it was my water pump was loose so i had to tighten that shit uppppp.

got fucking irritated how janky my car is, how fucking broke i am, how i own a broken ass phone, how my mom was being hella stingy, how my dad was just so annoying as usual, and how i had work alllllllllll day.

work was funnn, working with the lovelys.
shared a go girl with canddyy, and had hella fun bagging for johnnny. hahaha that guy is hailrous.
jessica is fucking hella awesome at go backs :). vince is a fucking idiot, but keeps me entertain :). while josssssssssh is like my safeway budddddy. haha I GOT TIPPED 5 dollaaa bout had to split with vince.... and according to josh i did prostution for 2 dollars cas he gave me a hugggggg. HAHAHA "STOP MAKING SEX JOKES!!" lmfao. i was to fucking high for that shit. thanks justttin for stopping by on my break ;) hahahaha.


im supererrrrrrrr juiced for friday, gonna chill. play some beerpong, listen to good ass music, party one timer with hella fun ass people. haha :) SO JUICCCCCCCED!!
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.


haha too bad you wont be going.
or are you? who knows.


uhhhhhhhhh yeah. haha. :) night. morning.
still confused if im going to school tmmrw, i fucking fail.

SHIT.
im happpppppppy. and now im tired. haha

happy birthday david.

twin, i hope you had fun in my overheated/dead car.
i hope you ejoyed the smoke out sessions, with blaine, justin & alexis. then the second session with vince and levi . :)








"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes"
that song is in my head. wtf. hahaha


ah kekeke.

SC2. :D youuuuuuuuuu. haha. <3
im excited for friday wahoo!

in my torso

fucccck this song is in my head, at least its a good song actually.




today i worked a 6 hour shift, that felt like a fucking long ass one, so it was kind of stupid. work overall was crackin'. it wasn't super busy, not alot of carts, and yadadada.



and im starting to feel intrested in someone.. and i most def. wanna get closerrrr. haha. :) im glad i can finnaly maybe start talking to someone without limits of some sort. woo, its a relief, so well see how that goes. hahahaha <3

"nigga WHAT?!"

wake and bake, high in lab & earl's. :)


get ready, head out to concord, see my bestfriend & gots me a jacket and pants nigga.



blaine melanie justin alexa and i, get some jack and the box, cheif.
play scene it, and got some manswers.


"SHOES."


mhm. uggh my eye fucking hurts & work at 3:15.
oh lord. kind of don't care, but oh well.


georgia, where were you?

"YMCA"

yesterday was bomb.

consists of almost chilleen with vince but... he flaked :P haha or so his so called "drug dealer", did. hahah, but he so calls promise we shall soooon tho. got paid 169 :). balllin'. but i already spent like 36 dollars of it. hmph. i need to save pronto.

bascially all day with david, chill wit matt, got the brothers and encounter heavy rage drivers, chill at my casa, get robert, bought new jewerly for my lip, and then chill at matts garage for a bit. got to see my bestfriend for a bit, dip to ono and catch up with ren, mischelle and ken <3. adventure to wal-mart and game stop.

get hookaaah, go burn one, get suppper zoootedd, watch resident evil/jackass, crack "high" jokes, drop off the boys and now im home.


today was fun :)
and happy i dont need to get up so early tmmrw for school. YAHOO!


and georrggia. oh lord : your getting me super confused now.
but i was ... happy :) hahah, ugh i hate you temptation..
this sucks, but hmph. hahaha STOPPPP.

and sc2. you seem to get my hooked. but is it... foreal? hahaha

i feel like im ten again.

haha mini butterflies. ohwee. banggginnn'. i'm most def. happy right now.









thanks. :)
ps: jackson was bomb on sunday.
even tho... i didn't win shit, but i love my group.
because they know how to make it crackin' no matter what.


goodmorning.