at home.

i haven't wrote in forever.. but i am now.
i dont like the computer much... but whatever.

im like freaking cold .. and its not even cold. my body hurts too and i sorta want to go to wal mart...

today is hella boring. supposly im not suppose to go out today since iwas "out all day".

anyways.. arizona was hella fun. it was a good thing to get like away from everyone.. and from the drama that i hate. it was a good feeling to know what family is. and the fact kevin was with me i was so complete.

kevin is so weird, but i love him to death. telling me shit like he read old letters i wrote him makes me feel so.. happy. hehe..

this spring break seems so lame... last spring breaks was fucking bomb.
and now im bored. haha.

SHIT. i need to find shit to do.. maybe i will go to walmart and develop those photos and get some batteries. yessir.

fucking allergies.

so bascially these past two days was all good. lemme explain ;)

tuesday:

went and visit kevin before he headed out to work. made me some toaster strudles :)
picked up andrew and ian and went to matts house.
we went to chipotle meet up with morgan and ate some burrritos then went to coldstones, then everyone had to go poo so we went to barnes and nobles, ian, matt and morgan got yelled at and shit. and david showed uppp.
headed out to the skatepark, they skted and shit for a bit and i got hella tired for some reason, i was like waaaaah. hahaha then after we went to target to get soem slussshesss because they were thristy. MORGAN hitt my car. :( matt and david were hella loud and got MORGAN in trouble becasue everyone hates him. lmfao. -_-
then we headed out to oakbrook park cj meet up with us.. and they skated the basketball court and went on the swings.. and this crazy lady told us to go home and called us CRAZY. lmfao. wtf.... whatta bitch..
then we went to jack and the box... ate some foods.. and threw pennies and shit at each other -_-
then gotta get some gas... LOL ..... and i kept forgetting were the gas tank thing was at ... hahahaha then we finnaly went to my house. chilled. sat on the curb.. watch them play football... and sat in mogs car.
eveyrone started getting calls cas we ditched and shit. LOL
then i got my car taken away... cas my dads hella stupid. and then went to bed.


TODDDDDDAYYYYYYYYY!
jade and hillary hanged out... went to morgans house, played with his doggg then left to get ian and cj.. the whole day we took pictures and shit.
we went to the skatepark again.. then went to jack and the box.. and i had to go pee so bad but someone was hogging the bathroom and i had to use the guys bathrrom. LMFAO. ew...
then we left back to the skatepark.. and then before school we went to jack and the box.
and when i went to school.. i got fucking tired as hell wen we went to class. 35 mins.. was so pointless. UGH.


man.

today was alriggghhhtt.
im so tired right now.. imma go take a nap.
DAWWWWWWH.


and sometimes... ... yeah. shutup.

dad go to fucking WORK.

so i here.. waiting till we go to church or something.

i been having the most crappiest weekend, well except a couple of things yeah?

friday... my dad was OFF again, and got to hang out with kevin for a couple hours then i had to be home by 11.

woke up, fucking mad and shit, cas my dad STAYED HOME AGAIN, this was fucking day 5 since hes been home. AND HAVENT gone to work yet. i got ready to go to corrina's babyshower, that was fun till it lasted, hella foods, corrina all big ahahah, and shiz. then hanged with kevin for like2 hours then went fucking home at 9. SEE EARLIER BY THE DAY. FUCKING SHIT. i ended up sleeping hella early to just forget everything.

and my dad kept going in my room every fucking 10 mins because i got no idea. sometimes iwish the computer was out of my room, cas its fucking annoying.


i havent been hanging out with no one, and I HATE IT. its all my dads fault. whatever. gay gaygagayagyagyagyaygag

lol. idk... and i doubt im ever getting a car, cas my dad tried to play all nice guy saying " we might get you a car" and i already knew it was a big fat lie.


im getting sick of everything again. damn
i need a vacation. CAN I GO TO L.A NOW?!
i cant wait. hopefully we'll gooo. :)

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

i'm freaking tired. and its only 8:02

i just finish watching americas best dance crew.
kaba and jobba was hella goods. im mad that breaksk8 is still there even tho that fucking breaksk8 actually did good. FYSH AND CHICKS ARE BETTER.

today my dads off, so i didnt get to see kevin today. but hopefully tommorow. im actaully gonna go to school tommorow. and do whatever. im hella lazy to do my essay. but imma work on it all on saturday... promise.

i hanged wit melanie and jasmine today. which was a first. it felt good, reading and thinking of oldshit you know. but yeah it was good. good times. maybe more yeah.


today is cold. and i hope tommrow will be warm.. but i hear that it will rain. NOOOOO

but yeah. okay imma lay down.